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Class Gathering

2010-03-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

Alright,Haven't Posted In Awhile....The most memorable event these few days was the class gathering we had yesterday,it was fun,but i think it would've been more fun if it didn't rain,hahaha....anyway,it was raining,unfortunately,butluckily,there was a few shelters,and the shopkeeper who set-up a alcohol shop there was kind enough to allow us to stay in the shelter where their shop was set up.So,we staying in there,talked,played with the sand in there,and....hmm,actually,to be more precise,it was everyone else who was playing,i was playing the DS...

Anyway.....i went for a walk after the rain stopped for abit,then i went to another shelter at another side which was facing the ocean.....it's been so long...since i last saw the ocean and heard the crashing of the waves agains the rocks,the ripples along the coast...yeah,so i sorta released my concentration and stared across the sea,sorta recovering myself.After awhile,i turned around and saw that they were playing volleyball,and.....huu......i didn't want to play,i don't know why,it was like....i can't use words to describe how i felt,but i just wanted to walk around,so i walked around the beach,across and back,all the way being a little absent minded,then i stood and watched the sky,then i felt a presense behind me,i turned and look,then i saw yong chuan,lol,the he shouted "Ah!",the he walked over and say "Why you so emo" or something along the lines,by the time,they were already playing captain's ball,so he asked me to join,so...yeah,i wasn't of much help,tho,and luckily,i limited my movements,i nearly sprained my ankle,after that i...

2010-02-23T20:05:00.000-08:00

It's been a long while....theres many things happening these days,and yesterday,the clique came to my house to celebrate the new year with some gambling,it was fun,and it definitely was a memorable day.We even lao yu sheng with my parents,pity some of them had to leave early,though Eileen went home to lao yu sheng,so that can't be helped,after all,family comes first.Jun hui Fiona and Yong Qian missed out on it,though.

Well,Treasuring the moment while i can,i hope that these kind of days will last,but alas,nothing is perfect...

Even though it's the new year,my mood dropped considerably,unlike the past years....there's this particular anger,and....sadness that remains unexplained,perhaps that's what's causing me to feel something's missing all this time,haha....i wonder....why are things always going this way.Seems like life isn't so merciful after all,but then again,this isn't heaven,this is earth,where things are gained by working for it.

Huuu....Seems like things are going crazy here...asthma seems kinda random now,might need to go for a checkup soon,and there's nothing much to do now,this blog is slowly dying...Ah,well,might as well change the background music,looks like....

Haha....Dead Blog,i think

2010-01-20T22:37:00.000-08:00

Well,I think this blog will die soon,but,i might as well try my best to revive it,even though i'm a little lazy to recall everything that has happened recently,haha,well,i'm adding a song to this blog,actually,these days are a little dull for me,i keep having the feeling that i STILL haven't done something,like this empty feeling,even with O levels over,hmmm,but i suppose i shall let time pass and see what is it that's causing that.

Most of the time these days,it's been basketball,which isn't bad at all,actually,but other than that,i think that there's nothing much i can do,i might go back to work again,but it's really VERY boring working alone,time passes even slower than when i'm studying,which is actually already terribly slow,haha.....i've been meaning to go learn some things,perhaps now is a good time

Recently,or rather,two months ago,i've been playing a new game that's similar to maplestory,it's fun,surprisingly,the skills are smooth,good,the controls are fluid,and not stuff,unlike maplestory,and there's much more controls involved,rather than just pushing a single button for a few hours,it has a better community than maple,lesser people with an "Almighty" attitude,i've joined a guild,and it makes the game alot more enjoyable

Well,here it is,a little picture of me and a few of my guild members,haha,gonna stop here,then.

It's Over......For Now..

2009-12-14T04:29:00.000-08:00

Haven't touched this blog this blog in a long long long long.....LOOOOONG time,haha,since O levels are over,it's become rather relaxing,nothing much to be all whopee about besides from the fact that o levels are over,but,well,the last event that i can recall well is the day of daniel lim's birthday,which is also on the day of my cousin's housewarming party,haha.Went to my cousin's housewarming first for awhile,then after that,my dad took me to my daniel lim's BBQ,it was fun,rather memorable....well,can't really recall alot right now,tired,anyways,now,i'm working,and its rather tiring,i didn't know office work was so hard,my neck is killing me!

Well,O levels are over,i'm not compeltely bored,but i still feel something isn't right.....hmm...wonder what it is.Gonna stop here,don't have much mood to type,hahas.

Coming.....

2009-09-26T03:33:00.001-07:00

Well,can't post these days cuz i'm blasted with mock exams and also....the o levels are coming up,well,can't blame the constant exams,can i?Well,i can't really remember these few days,but it's mostly the same,going out to eat with the rest and stuff..ah,well,at least today there's a family gathering,haha,finally.These few days always in a pattern,bad,good,bad,good,wonder if there's anything that's making it this way,some days,i would feel down,some days,i feel happy.Maybe it's because of some dreams?

Well,today was E maths paper 2,rather tough,hope i can score well,also,after that,we went to eat,and instead of the planned kopitiam,we went to SKCC,cuz there wasn't any seats,haha,well,but anyway,after that,there wasn't anything interesting,well,gonna stop here,leaving for my cousin's house!

As The Days Go By And Watching Events Happen....I Start To Think That There Won't Be Any Hope For Me...

Haze.....

2009-09-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

Well,today was rather fun,considering that the physics test can be aced if i didn't make all those careless mistakes -_-,that sure boosted my confidence a little,even if i know that the standard of it isn't half of the O levels...i think....lol,okay,well,anyway,i'll skip a little and go straight to the part where everyone decided to go to Natalie's house,sooo,everyone went to Natalie's house and then,well,they explored it,went around,commented,and after awhile,they took out the mahjong table and started to play,i played 1 round,haha,me and jh were waiting on each other's tiles,so we were stuck,during the round i played,Eileen won,since i only played 1 round,i didn't know the rest,but i think Thai Siong won a few rounds too,Junhui And Yong Chuan Too,i think,But,while they were playing mahjong,sean suggested that we play Carrom,and it was Fun-ny,haha,just a little shortform for something Fun and Funny(Lame),Anyways,they were shooting the main disc everywhere,it even hit people,haha,well,i don't feel like describing the events,well,i think those who were there and heard those who were playing Carrom would get a little of the picture....

Well,my body is weakened these few days,by the stupid haze,or by some other unknown cause,but all i know is that if this goes on,i wonder how long i can hold,lol...i mean,i get choked when i breathe in the joss paper smoke,that doesn't normally happen,if i can get my breath stuck by only this,something is very wrong....Haa....Anyways,gonna stop here,rather late...

I see......I finally understand,nothing can change it,with my way of thinking....i'm just being selfish,aren't I....?I mean,how can you open a door when the doorknob is on the other side?No matter how i pray that things might just change even a little....it won't work...will it?Haha...how foolish i was....This wasn't the life that i can live...i have never truly treasured anything....anyone....in the end,i'm just driving myself in circles and going back to the path of loneliness.....even so....i still wonder if i should give up hope....or continue fighting?

Rather Bad Day Today

2009-09-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

zzz......today is a rather bad day,first,my asthma,i told my mum about it,and just when i was telling her,the hairdresser suddenly said that it was related to my heart problems,i was like WTH!?,and i said it wasn't,but she insisted,and my mum believed,no amtter how hard i tried to convince her,she won't listen to me,so....today,went to the heart specialist for a checkup,there were a few tests,they stuck electrolytes into your body to measure your heartbeat,and really,it was quite uncomfortable,then you had to run while wearing those to,and while runnig,they would take your blood pressure and stuff,took me 2 and a 1/2 hours to finish it,and turns out?I'm healthy,and it was my asthma problems,and it costed a whopping 750+ dollars,and my mum COMPLAINED,i know,it's expensive and all,but she was the one who insisted,and she complains @_@,i know it's for my sake and all,but chest pains are in no way connected to the heart,that i know......She doesn't even trust me,and neither does my dad,if so,how can they expect me to trust them?

Well,nothing much today,everyone is probrably out studying together,so no outings,well,it is the O levels,that much is to be expected,haha....day by day,my body feels heavier and heavier,and i feel one day,i might just collapse once and for all,i hope that it's just my imagination,that it's stress and all,and that after the O levels,i can finally move on to a brighter future...

There isn't anything that i should expect,should i?After all,in the end,the real me will always be hidden in the darkness amongst the clouds,i have dreams,things i want to achieve,and,well,i suppose things just won't go the way you want it to,i understand that fact,and will get up on my feet with every fall...i'm different,in ways that are neither good nor bad,people always seem to lack something that friends make up for,but,it seems i don't seem to lack that certain something,in other words,without knowing it,i seem to distance myself from others,but on the good side,i can live in some conditions that normal people can't,but in this world,this is a curse,rather than a blessing...Why i help people get together,Why i am able to understand the aspects of life and it's many reasons,maybe it's because i envy that people are able to get together so easily,or maybe just seeing people happy is good enough for me,I was never someone who stays in a group,always watching from a distance....haha,i suppose that's just the way i am,even if i want to change...i wonder...

09/09/09

2009-09-09T04:47:00.000-07:00

Haha,9's away!today's number is rather auspicious i think?Well,Won't Bother To Recall Anything,Too Tired,lol,Hmmm,but i have to say,these few days were rather interesting,well,feeling rather wierd recently,don't know what,hmm,seems like something sad is going to happen soon,don't know why,if i remember right,in my last dream,i cried,don't know why,just suddenly felt that feeling,what's more,i don't think that it was me that cried,lol,it's wierd how dreams can actually turn out like this,many other wierd dreams,i might have described it to some others,but i shall not say anymore,if not,i'll be writing another storybook @_@,heh......i'm really not used to this.....how should i put it....for one,i'm used to being alone,so i can survive what others could not,but in times like this,it doesn't feel right,even though it's good to be together with everyone,i just feel...wierd?Like'i'm just an extra,at least,that's what my instincts is telling me,they are rarely wrong,or maybe i'm just thinking too much...it's also like there's something missing.....huh.....rather complicated,will think deeper...

Being Alone....Brings Much Power And Knowledge....In Exchange For The Torment Of The Mind,And A Chance For Total Insanity,That's Why All The Bad Guys Are Always So Strong.Though I Say That,It's Always The Good Guys Who Win,As They Always Work Together In Perfect Harmony,But In This World....Where Can We Find People Good Natured Enough To Trust Each Other With Everything?

And The O Levels Are One Step Closer..

2009-09-02T05:18:00.000-07:00

Right....so today,i'm just passing another day by,and actually,today was rather okay,considering how the O levels coming,haha,anyways,today,the class took photo for the school magazine,so toady was rather fun,after that,followed them to Compass Point to eat lunch,they went to play basketball(Some of them didn't go,though),and i went home,cuz i needed to study,well,so i went home,and slacked for awhile(Okay,fine,not awhile,for quite some time...),and then i started doing some geog,but was lazy to continue,for one,the ink keeps smudging and what i write becomes unreadable,so what's the point @_@,wonder why,lol,hmmmmm,right now i'm feeling rather lazy,hmmm,doesn't happen often,it happens only when it rains,that's when my major system shuts down and i just calm down totally,haha,well,i suppose today is a rather good day for me,then.....don't know why,can't shake the feeling that something will happen soon,hope that it's good,not bad.

Well,Well Well Well.......

2009-08-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

Today.....Wasn't much,Except for the fact that today was teacher's day,everything was worse than normal,first,for some reason,either i was possessed or i was temporarily mad,i didn't eat in school with the rest of them,don't know,just felt this impulse to leave,like my whole body being controlled,ah,well,if that's how fate wants it to be today.....then i don't think i can have a say in this,can i?Well,so i went to compass to eat,then after that,i walked back to school to see if the rest of them are still there,even though my instincts told me no,but still,hoping wouldn't be too bad,i needed the excercise anyway,so,expected results,everyone was gone,no idea where they went,so i went home,and while at home,i was rather bored,nothing to do,i drew what i wanted to draw today,i read all the books,i wasn't in the mood to do work,so i sorta rotted at home,practised adjusting my pitch and singing skills by singing some jap songs(not really good,i think,i have better things to do),well,i had this realllllllly strong feling that the rest of them were playing basketball and studying or something,but perhaps that's just what happens every time,haha,i might have ben dreaming.

Anyways,at night,i went to compass again,to find the calculator cuz i sorta lost mine,so went i went to popular,surprise surprise,there wasn't any,lols,sad,another waste,but at least that's a good way to spend time,so,followed mum to NTUC,my dad bought durian,my mom bought fruits,butter,and alot of other stuff,and i resumed my temporary career as a carrier,so,after that,i went home,and here i am,typing on this blog.....wow,i seem pretty short tempered today,haha,wonder why....

This feeling of loneliness,no matter how many people there are,i still feel lonely,i know,i've had it since young,but now,even if i have lots of friends,why do i still have this feeling?No matter how i put it,it's still not logical,i wonder why......

30/08/09

2009-08-30T01:33:00.000-07:00

Hmmm,today.....is rather boring and i feel rather sick again,but in the end,i'm not,lol,i wonder why,anyways,today was boring,but rather calming,cuz of the rain,and also,today,my mum brought me out to the market to carry stuff for her,fruits and stuff,2 extremely big cakes of sorts that were going to be prayed,Longans,and quite alot of other stuff,then after that i pretty much stayed and lazed about and did homework at home,also,Changed Blogskin!Gonna change blogsong too,to something more fitting

Edit:Okay,changed blogsong,just found this,this is a very good song,the lyrics is also good

(Japanese)
Jibun katte ni omoikonde
Urame ni deru koto yoku aru kedo
Ikite yukitai kyou yori ashita e

Hito no naka de nani o motome oikaketa n darou
Kotoba dake ja wakari aezu kizutsukete namida shita
Mogakeba mogaku hodo kodoku o samayotte ta

*Hitori ja nai kimi ga yume ni kawatte yuku
Mukai kaze mo habatakeru waratte ite okure
Hitotsu ni narou
Futari koko made kita koto ga boku no yuuki no akashi dakara
Kawari tsuzukete ru kono sekai de

Kakujitsu na mono wa nanimo nai yo no naka dakedo
Kimi to warai kimi to naite boku wa boku ni

Sunao ni narezu hagemashi sae kobande ita yoru mo
Konna boku o tsutsumu you ni mimamotte ite kureta
Kimi no ie ga miete kita ashibaya ni natte yuku

Hitori ja nai motto jiyuu ni nareru hazu sa
Puraido ya utagai to ka mou sutete shimaou
Soba ni iru dareka ga yorokonde kureru koto
Hito o shinjiru hajimari da to yatto wakatta yo
Kimi ni deatte

(English Translation)
As I was growing up, I thought
There surely are things that'll backfire on me but
I want to live on more tomorrow than I'm doing today

I wonder what people's desires are
We can't understand each other just from words so we get hurt and cry
The more you struggle, the more you'll wander alone

I'm no longer alone, I'm being changed by my dreams
Even the opposing winds are flying and laughing
Let's become one
Until that moment comes, it will be the proof of my courage
In this world which is constantly changing

It seems there's nothing at all inside reality but
Laughing with you, crying with you, I become myself again

Before I became strong, I kept rejecting encouragement
You watched over me so I could move on
I can see your goal and it's getting crowded

I'm no longer alone, I can have more freedom
I can throw away things like pride and doubts
Having the pleasure of someone by my side
I can finally understand that you must believe in people
Because I met you

Well,That's All For Today

29/08/09

2009-08-29T02:01:00.000-07:00

well,gonna post again,well,yesterday was fun,it was nicholas's birthday,so everyone gathering at compass at 1,then after that,they gathered and went to....was it somewhere near natalie's house?Well,correct me if i'm wrong,anyways,they played basketball,and i didn't play much,1 round,then after that,i went exploring,and luckily,i found a spot where there was strong breezes,felt really good,that is what i would call healing winds,it's calming and helps to regain energy rather fast,anyway,after that,i walked around for a really long time,then i went to sit down,and some others,after that,they discussed what to do,and after that,they decided to go watch a movie,lol,"xia dao xiao".

It was at tampines mall,if i recall,and they went to buy the tickets,and it started at 6.55 earliest,so everyone went to the open plaza to slack,some of them played,and some didn't,that's also where nicholas recieved his present,artificial snowflakes,lol,nicholas had to dig through everything to find.....Undergarments!(Calvin Klein)lol,then after that,we all had to pick up the styrofoam flakes that flew away,well,that's what we had to do,so no complaints,we caused it,anyway,after that,everyone either sat down to chat,or play catching,me?I was doing the usual,walking around,and coincidentally,i found the bookshop that sells the old book here too,so i bought a book,that kept me occupied.Anyway,shortly after that,we went to watch the movie.

It was really funny,but the 2nd story was the most shocking part,and also,that was the part where andy screamed(Relax,andy,even someone as cowardly as me can watch it),and alot of people were shocked by the scream rather than the scene,lol,anyways,after the movie,they went out to discuss some stuff,i went to buy water,so i didn't notice,anyways,they went to the kopitiam,and some of them went to the open plaza to slack,and i followed the ones who went to the kopitiam first,then after that i followed those who went to the open plaza,andy bought some food to eat there,and everyone discussed where to go,they decided to go pool,but whetther they actually went there,i don't know,cuz i went home with Eileen and Yong chieh,when i reached the bus stop near my house(Well,Nearest,there isn't any others,but it's rather far :X),i had to walk through this route that has a forest like thing on the left,i was like.....omg,what if there's something inside?But i ignored it,and walked,at a VERY fast speed,and without turning left or right,just looking in front,haha,well,even if i know that they won't harm me,imagination can be a burden sometimes,but don't mistake it as something bad,imagination is the base of life,without it,there won't be new inventions.

Overall,it was a great day,i had a great time,looks like a major event happened after all.(I didn't go through everything,cuz if i did,i could write a storybook,lol)

Saturday.....another day,today,i went to the physics CRT,and cuz i finished the CRT 3 worksheet and finished marking,all i had to do is clear the doubt with mr's pereira,and i could slack,well,today is rather normal,well,not everyday is a good day,today,somehow,i just felt this urge to wanna sing,don't know why,normally,people sing when on high,but i was rather emo that time,heh,don't know why,but anyways,i left rather early,and now am at home,typing on this com and reading my storybook,well,i guess that's the end of today.

Like A Dream,I Prayed Many Times.Like A Dream,Shining Eternally In My Heart,With My Weak Heart Beaten Heavily by The Violent Rain,I Was Searching For The Road,Towards A Tomorrow That Will Someday Smile,Believing That Something Will Be Born,Even If I Lose Everything Else

24/08/09

2009-08-24T04:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm,okay,haven posted in awhile,anyways,nothing much happened these days,rather bored at home,heh,suppose that's because the O levels are coming?Considering that,this is something perfectly natural,everyone wakes up someday,i just did a little bit earlier,except i just can't make myself do more homework T_T,how sad.Well,my parents and brother went to watch scared until laugh(Xia Dao Xiao),i didn't go,though,i just didn't feel like it,i suppose i was feeling a little down,then,for some reason,i keep getting headaches,don't know why,well,yesterday was another example,while i was at my grandmother's house,i felt like i had a hole in my body,really empty and painful,but that's probrably just my imagination,but still,it's rather surprising.

Anyways,today wasn't anything special,except that the headache decided to throw a tantrum in my head during recess,god,it was real painful,and dizzy,too,i hope this doesn't happen again >_<,haha,well,currently,i'm rewatching Akagi ,watched it three times and it's still nice to watch,a little information on it is that,well,it's on mahjong,and it's really a IQ based show,aaaaand,besides from that,nothing much else happened,well,that's it for today,hope that something interesting will happen,really nothing much to do these days.

Tada,some random pic i took from maple korea,for those who can't see it,it says "What are you Looking At?Never Seen A Penguin Before!?>=("(Sorry,i was bored)

19/08/09

2009-08-19T03:41:00.001-07:00

Well,the prelim results were bad,and today was english O level oral examination,i think i did rather well this time,hope i can do so in the O levels too,anyways....i know i'm changing,it's becoming obvious,i'm turning back to the me from primary 6.....when i was....well.....rather alone.It's really painful,i don't wanna recall the memories,but i have to,if i want to get good grades for my O levels,part of me still wants to hang out with everyone,but,i just can't,i can't break out of the feeling,it's really quite frustrating,this is precisely why i don't approve people thinking down on themselves,just me taking it all will do,others don't have to think the same way i do and endure what negative feelings come with it,but i wonder,if that's really the right thing to do.I know that i'm distancing from the rest of the people,but i can't help it,can i?I do it subconsciously without knowing why,but,i just feel i don't fit in,heh.....fate plays a funny game,doesn't it.....Just when i found friends,i feel i don't fit in....in a way that i'm just a liability.......just stopping the rest...or others

Thinking twice,this doesn't really make sense,but i'll just take it on,just like how i took on everything else in the past,but i wonder,will i be able to do it....?Reflecting on myself,i have though of many possibilities,why can't i do it?I know,i just can't,i'm too weak,really,feeling like crying but without tears to shed,i really wish that this feeling will dissolve after i finish the O levels......

This World Isn't Perfect,There Is Always A Balance In It,Without It,There Will Be Wars,The One Maintaining The Balance Are The Ones Who Are Willing To Sacrifice Themselves To Bring The Truth,To Take In The Hatred From Both Sides And Crush It,These Are Strong Willed People,Who Are Able To Reduce Themselves To Stepping Stones For Others To Rise Without Feeling The Sense Of Inferiority,Compared To Geniuses Like Einstein,These People Are Needed Much More....

17/08/09

2009-08-17T04:47:00.000-07:00

Well,Today,the long holiday is finally over,and i've decided to finally put up a post,well,i'll start recalling,okay,yesterday,there wasn't much,but my parents brought me out for dinner at serangoon garden country club,and with other relatives,for some reason,they misplaced my order,and my food took 1 hr 15 mins+- to come,haha,really long,oh,and also,on the way back home,i saw the clouds acting wierd,it was like....pointing downwards,like a sword,but,more like a rapier,those used by pirates,or something,wierd,wonder if it's just me....

On saturday,every went to celebrate Wan Ting's birthday in advance,well,first,everyone gathering at the meeting place at 8.30,to surprise,then after that,they asked those who were eating to bring wanting out from her home,so that the others could go to decorate,so,they ate and after that,they went to cut hair,the other came down,two by two,or sometimes,by three,and after that,once everyone was done,they went back to show her the decorated house,after that,everyone decided to play block catching,which was fun,and after that,they played with the water guns and water bombs.Well,after the water bombs and stuff,they played a game which involved tying a piece of paper onto the forehead and pasting something there,never played before,and i sorta stayed out,don't really know why,but just felt i had to exclude myself,after that,everyone rested and played mahjong and some card games,which i won at least once,yay,lol.At around 6.30 or something,everyone went out to buy the ingredients for the steamboat,so i followed everyone to hougang point's NTUC,they bought lots of ingredients,and they went back after that.The ingredients were mostly prepared by the girls,and the boys were just sitting there playing cards,or watching tv(Okay,not all of them),and when the steam was done cooking,every one ate,but not altogether,unfortunately,because i had to go home,i didn't eat,so.....after that,it was home time and marked the end of the day!

Now,that was all that i could recall,for now,hmmm,i wonder.......i've been changing recently,i'm losing my emotions.......but in exchange,i'm becoming sharper in terms of thinking,is it just me?Or am i just tired,i hope that it's because im'just tired.....I don't feel anything now,no sadness,no happiness,is it stress?Not so sure,i don't know the cause of this....change?Perhaps the anger of the memories that i stored are finally coming out?Since i'm becoming a little....how do i put this,well,can't describe it,darn it,it's a little painful today,don't have much energy,and i can barely think....ah,well,can't help it,all i can hope for is that i'm thinking too much,and that i can at least think of more cheerful stuff.well,at least i can hope that tomorow will be a better tomorrow

AND LASTLY!!!Changed Blogsong,very calming lyrics and tune,well,hope others will enjoy it

The memories that binds a person to the past is hard to break out of,but the memories of the future,of the time where you can think happily,is the key to freeing yourself from what painful memories you might have had....but unfortunately,people are sometimes blinded by the desperation to break free that they forget that the solution is right in front of them...

25/07/09

2009-07-25T02:20:00.000-07:00

Well,today's a saturday,well,nothing much happened,except that todya is one of the VERY rare days that i take afternoon naps,well,only for an hour,tho,but whenever i wake up after a afternoon nap,i become very dizzy,like i just completed some training or finish studying,those kinda dizzy feeling,wth,lol,wierd,but normally,during that period,i become alot stronger and more relaxed,meaning i can work better,but it's very tiring when i work during that time,hmmm,anyways,tonight is another family gathering,hope something interesting happens.....

22/07/09

2009-07-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Well,today was listening comprehension,and i must say,i did rather badly,i changed many answers that were originall correct,darn,must've been too nervous,ah well,what's done is done,hmmm,these few days,daniel gan keeps taking my stuff,and it's getting rather irritating,gotta be more alert now,zzz,nothing much happening,either that,or i have no idea what happened,i can slowly feel myself distancing for an unknown reason,from everything,for some reason,i just want to stay alone,but the same time,i don't want to,like 2 different people inside me....haha,sounds ridiculous,but.....i just get a bad feeling,i mean,how's staying alone something positive?Even if i follow the rest of them for lunch,i just don't talk much,unless i have to,like persuading or something....

I suppose that may be the pressure of the "O" levels coming,cuz tomorrow's the preliminaries for the chemistry and physics practical exams,i rarely get really nervous,in fact,i rarely display emotions now these few days,don't know what's happening,theres no adventure now,no feeling of mystery whenever i go somewhere,like i can expect something exciting to happen,am i finally growing up from a kid?Or is it something totally different.....like.....emo-ing?

Well,emo-ing is what people call it,but actually,while this may be true,that i think that emoing,or the other more befitting name,"Reflection",is something that can heal mental wounds,which is how i can manage things so far,i'm like walking down a road of light and darkness,with no end in sight,wondering why this happened.....ah well,if i wanna continue,this could take forever,so,guess i'll stop here,hope something or some event happens soon!

A Wednesday

2009-07-15T04:23:00.000-07:00

well,these few days is rather uncomfortable,i feel very edgy and just feel like sleeping the whole day,i took awhile to find out what it was,i do't know,but my guess is that all the anger i stored since the past is starting to cross the limit,or maybe it's just the flu,didn't follow the others out very often now,for some reason,i just keep preferring to stay alone,this is seriously a change that i'm aware of but unable to act against,hmmmm,wonder what triggered this stuff.Maybe it's just me acting emo,haha,maybe not,my bro is really starting to annoy me,wish i could knock him to his sense and my mom is....well,i shouldn't say it,but her arrogance is killing me,even if it's for my own good.

Well,these things aside,these few days are just plain busy,not much spare time to do other stuff,DnT and tests and stuffrather stressful i would say,also,gotten my new specs,not bad,looks nice,but i can't get used to the degrees....ah well,suppose i'll stop here,then...rather tired

11/07/09

2009-07-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

Well,i'm no longer bothered to type how many "long time"s i have to type for this,don't update the blog much now(Maybe that was an understatement).Well,yesterday was Eileen's birthday(Happy Birthday!!),and,when we went to class,we sang a birthday song and she recieved a small cake,which she made everyone eat,lol(okay...not everyone),and after that,i didn't know about the shopping stuff,had to go home for tuition,then...the next day,it was another celebration,well,it was very fun and interesting,and it was memorable,at first,it was physics lesson,then,after that,me,sean,bao hui and yong chuan(he came later) went to thai siong's house,sean and bao hui played dota and sean got ownt,me and ts played the PS2,Dynasty warriors 6,though graphics were downgraded,it was not bad,then played and was late for the meeting,orginally 11am at kovan,but oh well,lol,well,over there,we went to pasir ris and went to white sands first to eat lunch,i saw someone in a superman suit giving advertisement things,well,that's not so bad,but the best thing is that inside,i saw a shop named Superdog,i was like "err.....",lol,anyway,after that,we went to pasir ris park(i think),we had to go through the mangrove forest and stuff,anyway,after reaching there,they lay out the mat and played captain's ball and stuff,flying kites among other things,there was also a small arguement,and i totally didn't know what happened,lol,so i won't talk about that,next,we went back to kovan again,then over there,we played pool and a little of arcade,a little coincidentally,that place was named "Superbowl",haha,lol,looks like superman has many many fans.

After that,it was BBQ time,well,over there,it was more playing,and bbqing,there was alot of food and also,it rained,lol,so everyone gathered at the stage to eat,there was also lightsticks and stuff,well,after that i was home time.......

.....well,these few days i feel rather empty,like something is missing,which is really really wierd,considering.....well...i don't know,something like being clear or something,i just don't understand any of it that's happening.....it may seem emo....but what the heck,i don't even know why it's like that......

2009-06-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

Okay,a THURSDAY,not exactly what i planned,hmm,i hoped the holidays would be a little more fun,but it was all work,work,work,haha....com spoilt,and in why can i post?That's cuz it's only my display adapter that's spoilt,i can do basic efatures but i can't play games that require graphic acceleration,and that's like,sad,lol,there's still fun anyway,FINALLY FINISHED THE DnT PRODUCT!FINALLY!!!!,lol,that took dam alot of effort,but it's not exactly stable,i would say,lets see...my brother went to my relative's house often to stay now,and it's a little peaceful here(I know,that's really bad of me to say taht,but it's really much more quiet),and i also don't have much things to do,i just don't like to do homework for my past time,so i read storybooks,yeah!Also fixing Gundam toys,not bad,actually,so.....yeah,that's about all i did this 2 days,well,now i'm just gonna wait for my birthday before the're's something to do

2009-06-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

Well,yesterday was fun,went to pasir ris park late,cuz had to ask my mum for permission and stuff like that,but it was worth it,wish i had brought a kite.....ah,there was also the balloon thing,rather funny,everyone tried different method to get the balloon down,but in the end,a strong wind blew and it flew away,well,it earned it's freedom,hmm,sounding rather emo today,don't know why,suddenly very tired,don't have the mood to post anything nowadays,feeling a little empty,also,have abit of headache,this is why i don't have afternoon naps.....

I always wanted a relaxing life,as supposed to what i have to face now,the constant pressures of school work that decides the future,each moment of fun,people hope for it to last forever,but alas,the world isn't meant to be this way,no matter how i twist and turn it,i see only cruel realities of life,mixed in with joy and laughter.Having experienced two sides of the coin,i understand,the difference of having people precious to you and looking forward to tomorrow,and always wishing time would stop and to change the bad things that happened,asking questions like "why couldn't have i changed this?","why wasn't i there to stop it....?","why must this happen to me and not somebody else?".Many regrets like this are inevitable,so people will have to fight it,and not lose so easily,as the time goes by,people tend to gather in groups,to spill out what their hearts think,to ease any pain they have,to enjoy what things that may cheer them up or make things fun.this is what they call "Friends",i have never truly knew what it was like to have them,but i understand a little now,the way people fight to protect things they cherish,to give up everything they have to protect the ones they love,with something like this,at least i can see the world in a different light...

Well,maybe this is enough reflection for today,also for the first time,lol....,back to yesterday,okay,during mei zhen's bday,there were some people who made her cry,most probrably something from the past,well,they don't have any courtesy at all,considering that it's her bday,aik how went to argue,vulgarities flew abit,and they started argueing,but it was resolved later,but it was really tense,al of us were prepared in case a fight really happens,but if it really does,i supopse i will try to stop it,ah well,i admit,i'm not the smartest or the strongest person alive,but i can understand the pains of life,well,i suppose im'just gonna stop here,i hope the best of the future for everyone!

2009-05-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

Omg.....dam long didn't post already,blog will die at this rate...so,gonna post abit?Today was chinese paper 2,and it was rather ok,so,anyway,today there was prefects investiture(if it's spelled like that),and there was nicholas handing the head prefect title over and a small dance section by the prefects,well,actually,most of us were slacking in class,but after awhile,headed over to see what was happening,after that,it was mostly back to class to slack,and after that going to the hall to play,lol,after that,headed to compass and they decided to eat at kopitiam,well,ate the usual carrot cake and after talking for awhile,i left,well...today was okay,quite fun,well,there are many others,i can't even rush my DnT work,i'm such a goner this time >_<,well,guess i'll find a time that is relaxing to think up all the great memories!Gotta go!

2009-05-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

Didn't post in a long time!This blog might die,lolx,will try to revive it @_@,anyway,these days are rather OK,nothing bad happening,except that chinese O levels are just 13 days away,unlucky number!Anyways,i'm gonna have to start studying,cuz it's rather rare when i get the learning part of me out,well,i guess i'm rather nervous about the O levels,that isn't totally bad,but in some ways it's not very healthy,lol.Anyways,today after assembly,went for the copy the answers and some questinos on the A-maths paper and followed everyone to eat,they took awhile to decide,and in the end,it was kopitiam,lol,bought the chicken cutlet rice for $5 and it was really,really,HUGE!When i was looking at the cooking,i saw that she took abit of chicken out of the fryer,and i was like,okay,then suddenly,the counter person kept taking and i was like "omg,how in the world do i eat all that!?",so in the end,didn't eat finish,i know,it was a waste,won't make the same mistake twice,lol,well,getting rather late,might try to update.

2009-05-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

Well,nothing much to post about these days,today is friday,school marking day!Yay,lol,anyways,on thursday,my mum allowed me to follow everyone out for awhile,also,i had to be back home by 5.30 as my mum instructed,so....yeah,anyways,they ate and chatted for awhile,then after that,decided to go play basketball,during the discussion,some of them couldn't go with us,so....yeah,there wasn't much time left when we reached our destination,so i played for around 5 minutes and left,i reached home earlier,at around 5.20,then,surprisingly,my mum wanted to bring my bro and i out for dinner at hougang point,i went like "....lol?really?".So after eating,my mum allowed me to go see if they were still there,since it was rather late,only junhui,thai siong,wanting and sean were left,i played for a while and ran to hougang point after awhile.Besides from that,there was nothing much,hmmm,really,everyone is nervous about the exams,well,nothing i have to say about that,i can't be nervous about exams,lol,just don't know why.

2009-05-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY!Lol,okay,saturday was rather boring,no family gathering as mym mum has some back problems,so she can't sit down for long,hence,that can't be blamed,also,i've finally reached lvl 51 in korean maple!yay!Also,finally realised that i've finally gotten my learning attitude back,so....well,all that's left is the work.

So....today is sunday,very very amusing,my brother was on high and acting the clown,he was like challenging me to a strength battle,then he keep losing,but he keep asking what % of my strength i used,not much,but he kept laughing,dunno why,so he laughed and laughted and laughed for like 15 minutes then he stopped,lol,also,he challenged my chinese chess and i won again,hmm,these few days are not really good,well,maybe i'll put some screenshots of korean maple here next time

Friday

2009-05-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

Wow!These days are really tough,with tests and all,anyways,besides from the tests,there were mostly usual stuff,but today,sean lost his wallet,that's really unfortunate.i don't know where it went,but if it was with him,i think the class is gonna kill him,well,a little,lol.Anyways,today was okay,i just realised that ever since my muscles recovered,they became very very fast,well,looks like running back home really pays off,also,i started reading eyeshield 21 and it's a little vulgar but the story is really good and it's very original.So,yeah,a 4/5 for me.Lastly,i'm sort of back i korean maple!anyone wanna join?XD

Well,rather lazy to add everything in,so i'm gonna end here...

Changed Blogsong AGAIN

2009-05-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

Changed Blogsong again,this one's from dragonball kai,apparently,there really was a dragonball kai!but it's just a remake of the original in a higher definition,the lyrics are really nice,hope they release the full version,this is still from the opening

2009-05-05T02:26:00.001-07:00

Changed Blogsong!Anyway,monday was project day,junhui eileen and lifang come to my house yesterday and did the SS project,it went quite well.So...today was tuesday and i'm gonna have chinese tuition soon,well,chinese O levels is coming,so STUDY HARD!Also,those who played rockman before should know where this is from,lol,that's right!ROCKMAN 8!

Also,something to be expecting is the best wednesday?they shifted the time to morning,so we're gonna off at like...10.55?lolx,looking forward to it?

Oh,also,i don't know why imeem shortened all the songs,so listen to the full song,it's quite nice

2009-05-03T05:49:00.000-07:00

Wow,havent posted in a very long time,anyways,recounting....there was the most recent trip to watch wolverine which we didn't watch in the end cuz there were no tickets,lol,anyways,i'll start from the first,i met junhui and baohui first at compass,and after that came yong chuan,andy,thai siong and wee ern.After we met up,something happneed,apparently,yong chieh's door got locked cuz the wind blew the door closed,so...yeah,he couldn't come with us to vivo city,anyways,at vivo,we discovered that there were only tickets at 6.30 or something,which was impossible for us to wait,so we walked around a little,ate a "Vivo-City-Style-Long-John-Silvers" meal and walked around again,after awhile,we discussed where to go,there were many ideas and in the end,they chose to meet up with the rest to discuss at hougang mall,and surprisingly,mr ng was there,lol,why he went there,i had no idea,but shortly after,my mum told me to come back home by 6.30 to celebrate my father's birthday,which was tmr,i asked why and she said that since out relatives are meeting up,there will be no time for celebration,so i agreed and the rest of the time was spent playing "zhong ji mi ma",i couldn't play cuz i had to keep my hands clean for the celebration of my dad's birthday,so they played and after awhile,i left shortly after they decided to play at the arcade,it was really fun day!

Okay,next,when i went home,my dad told me the shocking news that we were going to novena square to celebrate,and i was like "what?why so far away....",but,since it's a birthday,i guess it's only appropriate,though frankly,i didn't like the idea alot,once again,my dad demonstrated the same uncanny ability as my brother to turn everything they do wrong to become right,he drove the wrong route,but,he insisted that he was corect and it was still possible to drive to novena,and guess what?he was "Right"!,he drove us to Novena Square 2,and no,there isn't a typo,there really was a novena square too,and it's kinda deserted,rather sad,i prefered the original Novena Square,since that place gave me bad vibes,anyways,we ate at a restaurant called the "Old Hong Kong Restaurant",rather ironic,eh?Old restaurant in a new building,lol,just kidding,i have to say,the food was delicious!Well,after that,i was really exahausted,and wanted to go home,but they wanted to shop for clothes,so i went like "huuuuuh,i very sian le,ke yi hui jia ma?",so they decided that it didn't really matter until after they bought their clothes.After that,in the car,my dad coughed rather badly,so my mum suggested he go see the doctor with the help of my and my brother cuz he just refuses to listen to anything,instead,he always goes to "Si Ma Lu",to some shop that he always buys those wierd pieces of talismans that they claim is "real",heck,real monks don't sell stuff,they will deem if you are worthy enough to recieve it,those a definitely fake,but......he's already mesmerized,and won't listen,so....i can't do much,anyways,that day has both bad and good times,i'm not saying the time with my parents was bad,but they demonstrated alot of their selfish attitues that i don't really like,tho it helps at times.The next day when cutting the cake,that was still the best,where it had the most "family" feeling,the day when he celebrated it unofficially,it didn't have any good vibes or feelings to it.

2009-04-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

monday...ow....my arms feel like they have 10kg weights tied to them,they are VERY pain,i guess i over-strained them,lolz,ah well,i guess this is what happens when you have to perfect something,no pain,no gain,so.....anyways,today was almost normal,except for the fact that i have sean constantly punching my over-strained arms,darn you!lol,so....now i'm currently studying for physics test,nothing much today,anyways,the strain won't be for nothing,as my arms heal,i can feel power surging through,so i suppose that's my muscles becoming stronger?A few more matters is.....the fearful....INJECTIONS!NOOOO,lol,ok,fine,i don't like needles,frankly,i'm scared of many things,but,ah well,gonna stop here

2009-04-24T20:26:00.000-07:00

Wow,haven't posted in quite a long time,anyways,these days were rather okay,except that the teachers started revising,so....time to study!So....Friday was speech day and it lasted until 8:00,wowz,lol,there was performance and speech and prize giving,lots of people recieved prizes they worked hard for,so...yeah,after the speech day,we went back to class and thai siong and yong chieh played chess for awhile,aik how and the others acted out some fights and stuff,anyways,it was rather funny.After that,we went to compass point to eat KFC,some bought bubble tea,tho,and didn't eat,i just ate a O.R fillet burger and talked awhile,then after that,around.....9.30,i left cuz it was getting rather late,so,reached home,used com for awhile,then went to sleep,also,there's no family gathering today T_T,ah well,looks like i'm gonna have to find other things to do,gtg to wushu practice soon,hope i can perform well during the performance

2009-04-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

Well.....Half grounded,my mum tries to make it sound that i'm not grounded at all,but in actual fact,i am,cuz i can't go out with everyone much now,unless i really ask like crazy,so....sad,lolx,now,gotta spend my days reading boks,exercise,and most importantly,STUDY,anyways,since can't go out,nothing new happened,and now,i just typing here in the blog,okay,anyway,one thing is that my bro is becoming a Konoha Ninja,i mean,ninja headband?ninja throwing knife?NIN JA.....GLOVE!?NINJA..........MOVES!!!???lol,anyways,he tried to act dead,then since it wasn't really real,i told him to put a ninja knife at his armpit,then he acted dead again,i was laughing all the way,lol,Uchiha sasuke got killed,no more naruto series le,just joking,anyways,some might say he's cute and stuff,but believe me,you DON'T wanna see when he's not cute,well,not that he will show his uncute side to strangers,ha....rather tired,got tuition later at 7:30,nothing much to say either

About my bro's photos,i'll post them......some other time i think,edited into the last last post

2009-04-19T00:36:00.001-07:00

New Blogsong again!this has sad,but meaningful lyrics,FYI,this song came from smallville,in case no one knows what it is,it's a series about superman growing up,or something

2009-04-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

My bro's Birthday!well,chinese birthday,actually,but anyways,it was on 18th april and it was fun and funny,also,the birthday cake was nice,all my cousin's gathered and we chatted and played com and stuff,anyways,here is the birthday cake,sadly,there wasn't any whole family photo,there is a family photo consisting of me,my bro,dad and mom,tho,my cousins didn't go in to take the photos,here's what the cake looks like in the box,cool eh?Costed a total of $97,lolx,maybe i'll add more photots next time,oh,and maybe i'll describe what happened at the mini table tennis match

New BlogSong

2009-04-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

Well,some might think its a little wierd for me to set this as song,but this song has really good lyrics,anyways,here it is!

Friday

2009-04-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

Thursday was rather fun,but it might be my last day at it,note,MIGHT,if i make a deal that whenever i go out i'll finish at least 2 chapters of revision,i might still be able to go out,so....anyways,waited for the F&N CRT to finish and went to eat,as usual,this day was rather okay

Friday,the PTM session,where i had a complete change of heart,first,my result,frankly,sucks,lol,as mr hafeez said,if i ever want a future,or to support a future family,i can't be this unreliable...so,as i wanted to put my time to use,i decided i will revise like crazy,well...here's a picture of how much i'm have in stock,i don't think i can finish all tho,but i will strive to complete them all,looks like it's time for me to sink into study time.Starting with physics,Chinese,English!RAH!!
A PROUD 16CM STACK OF PAPERS TO COMPLETE

2009-04-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

Woah,this wednesday was okay,besides from the fact that i have a A-MATHS test tomorrow on a VERY difficult chapter!Okay,so some,maybe it's not,but to me,it is,so.....yeah,anyways,today was rather okay,waited after school for those in F&N to finish,so...waited till around 4.50 and then left,they all went to compass and we all decided to go to kopitiam to eat,i told yong chuan i had a eye for food,and he like,half believe,then i told him,how do you think i became fat?then he like "wa,you suan yourself ah?",anyways,in the end he still said that the store i recommended to him was nice,so....HAHA.Also,rather wierd,during the walk to compass,there was this traffic light and since everyone was there,waited for awhile and after that,i pressed the thing,i counter 5 backwards to 1,and the moment i said "yi",the light turned green,yay!So,anyway,after eating,i drank c cup of ice lychee dessert drink and helped sean to select a birthday present for his mom at precious tots,but when i told him about the plaque,he saw and say,"quite nice" then put back cuz he wanna see more,but in the end,after consulting with eileen and fiano,sean still picked the one i chose,no harm looking at the others,they were nice too,but,yeah.After that i took a cab home and prepared for tuition,now,so...now,finished tuition and doing DnT work,and congrats eileen for topping yong chuans high score in hexic!yong chuan,see if you can catch up!

Tuesday

2009-04-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

Wow,today was competition day!Came to school until 7:10 and left shortly to Nanyang Poly,it was okay,i passed powerpoint,again!But i failed word,AGAIN,lol,so....while doing the test,it was like sitting in a fridge,lolx,and you still haev to concentrate completing the task,and they are not easy tasks,so...yeah,also,after that,me,gx and sammel went for a break,since we were nto taking microsoft Excel,so...yeah,the mcdonalds there sells the food at a WAAAY cheap price,and the ingredients are fresh too,i mean,a mcspicy value meal for 4.80?i was like....wth?So...ate there,then dapaoed a apple pie,and then...shall not mention the rest,nothing much,anyway,so....went back to school,went in the class and it was the last period,english,and mrs singh never come,so.....yeah,i was totally unprepared and i just talked with everyone,also,i gave wei xiang the apple pie,lolx,anyways,i was going back home,halfway on the bus,then yong chuan smsed me,if i'm waiting for them,i was like....didn't they have crt?then he said yes,i replied,i thought the crt was very long?Then he said aiya,nvm la,wait for them",so i decided for awhile,called my mum to ask for permission,she said yes,so i went back to school,this is the interestnig part,i was looking around to see where yong chuan was,so i went around looking,i walked close to the com labs,so decided to look around,and guess what,i found him inside,so...yeah,he did't see me,and he was smiling and stuff,even when i smsed him"you are F&N one meh,he still didn't get the clue,so nvm i just stayed outside,since it was pretty boring,i took out the english work and finished it up,soon after,shng hui and henry came,he told me "what you doing here?",i said "wait for them to finish up",then he said "come in la",i told him "can meh",he said "can",so i followed him in,then yong chaun STILL didn't see,so i walked aronud for awhile,then i went up to hmi and said "yo" then he like got shocked,and said "eh?des?you are here ah",i told him,huh?you didn't know,i've been outside for very long leh,then the reply was...."why you never tell me",lolz,so after they finished,went to compass and ate BK with the rest,and as usual,suan time,and yong chuan almost lost to eileen and wei xiang,lol,i shall not mention anything else this time,also,sean is getting creepy,he keeps saying "sucks to be me" to himself and "eeeee,not nice one" to the songs he download,the 2nd one was witnessed today,and it's really....wierd?it's 10:10 now,gotta go sleep,so gonna stop here,OH,almost forgot,i saw the lizard again,lolz,maybe like one day he will get used to me,and maybe i can keep him as a pet!Lol,impossible,but it never hurts to dream,especially while we still can!

Monday

2009-04-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

School has started!Wow,can't believe i forgot my DnT file AGAIN!Also,i didn't know there was geog test today,and i forgot about the electronics part of the DnT,lol,sad,dammit,i wanna study but my mind lazy and don't wanna study,really wierd,also,feeling tired these days,not much energy,but,i think i will recover soon,anyway,today's SS presentation was....okay,and i also didn't know there was,lol,actually there was something funny about that,cuz me and sean ytd both improve on my base of the project,cuz he said "my project sucks" and so....yeah,he improved it and so did i,so...yeah,i wanted to go with mine but sean wanted to present his,so...i let yong chuan see both,he say don't tell me whose is whose,so he won't say biased or something,then i sent him,one was named "Social Studies" and one was named "Social Studies better version",try making a guess whose is whose,lolx,anyway,once he see the title,yong chuan went like "wa lau,so obious the better version one is sean do one la",frankly,i didn't see much of the inside,i only saw what's added in and improved,but turns out that on the introduction page,he put most of the cerdits to himself,here's what it looks like,i didn't notice,but yong chuan told me,then i was like "what was that...",so i decided to think about that,but i forgot about it in the end,but the next day,when yong chuan told me i was like "really?",and so....came back home,checked,and lol,it's true!,as you can see in the picture at the bottom,anyways,today was rather okay,got microsoft office challenge competition tomorrow at poly or something,hope i can get the expert medal for powerpoint!Also,i'll be sure to check everything sean sends me >=D,Oh,and also,my SS project got presented in the end,i wonder what will happen if sean's was actually better than mine....

<-----Sean,you're trying to sabo us aren't you....

Sunday...

2009-04-11T19:03:00.000-07:00

Today is sunday!Gonna have to go to school tomorrow and hand up TONS of workzzz,okay,so....saturday,went on as usual,but didn't go to wushu training,cuz my body had no strength for some reason,and also,had slight headache,so....i rested awhile,then practiced the song on the piano,so...when i sat in the car,i tried to recover,but my moron brother kept disturbing me,so i became very dizzy,cuz had not much mental strength anymore,so...arrived in cousin's house,bacame dizzy,then i told my mum,she told me to drink some coke and go rest,did as she told me,and i became alot better!Other than that,nothing much new,i've 3/4 mastered the right hand of the song,

anyways,sorta quarelled with my dad,lol,i don't get why í'm always in the wrong,why is my brother always right in their eyes,and why is it that no matter how much i help them......i just don't get it,this always happens,but....i don't know how long i have to keep enduring the pain.....damn.....feeling rather down right now,so....gonna stop here

Well,recovered,and rather fast too,i've decided that if they like aaron so much,so be it,how his future turns out will be none of my buisness,if he turns out good,then i will respect him,if he does badly,then i suppose it's up to your imagination,ah well,gonna update blog if anything happens,after all,it's still sunday morning O_O,so,gonna stop the emoing

Fun!

2009-04-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

Friday was good friday!So,went out with everyone,i shall not mention any late stuff,cuz i was late,lolx,anyway,i followed wei xiang,aik how,eileen,wt,fiona,yong chieh,jun hui,thai siong,.....lifang,daniel lim,hansel all joined later,if i left anyone out,sorry,lol,so,we went to J8 taking bus 88,and then walked around for awhile,then they decided to eat at Food Junction,well,it changed since the last time i came,so...after eating we went to the arcade to play,the stackers there was rather fishy,the first few attempts was that i was rather nervous,so nvm,but the 2nd round was wierd,i was in calm,and can start seeing things in a slower pace,and what i saw,is that approaching the 2nd last block,it skipped,lol,i was like.....O_O,so,yeah,didn't bother to try again,perhaps in the future i will try again,if i can get the PS3,then good,lolx.So...played arcade games,also,learning how to play a piano song,the song used to be my old blogsong,has a nice tune,learned a few parts already,hope i can finish joining and memorising all of the right-hand parts as fast as possible,cuz it'll take quite long to finish the left hand part,so...yeah,no pics,anyway,i went home at 7:20+ estimated,my phone ran outta life,i really have to learn to charge it every 3 nights,mum told me to go gome early,but it wasn't what i would call early,but...sorry i had to leave earlier!Can't join you all,anyway,after the arcade,went to walk around,and i recalled some memories when i was very young,studying in Ai Tong.Anyway,they went to try out all the playgrounds that they could find,rather funny,there was this wierd merry go round,and i know that alot of them can't take dizziness very well,so,i had to stop it once i saw that they reached the limit,also,since it was after rain,when you spin it,water will splash,so....yeah,those who went will know what happened =).Okay,anyway,i reached home at around 8:30,that was a fun day!Anyway,might replace wushu with taiji and endurance practice today,for some reason,my body can't take much strain today.Or i might jst finish the piano song.Anyway,gonna stop here

BTW,I REALISED ALL POSTS ARE 1 DAY LATE,SO THIS IS POSTED ON SATURDAY,11/04/09,AND SO ARE ALL THE OTHER POSTS

2.4km

2009-04-09T03:34:00.000-07:00

lol,today was fun,the 2.4km run was very tiring,but at least i found my limit,ah,well,i'm going to have to train for next week,well....other than that,there was nothing much,after school,maths test,rather easy,also,my DnT retest got 29/30,lol,TS was better,30/30,FULL MARKS,lol,okay..so after the maths test was DnT CRT,quite long,but after i finished,i realized....it was raining,so i chionged to the bus stop and took bus 87 to compass to eat at around 5:00,so....ate BK then after that took taxi home,have tuition at 7:45 today.....what's with the late tuition time!?it was supposed to be 6:30,lol,anyways,nothing much today,i think,gonna stop here

Lost....

2009-04-08T02:49:00.000-07:00

Wow,today was cool,anyway,school was good,and after that,stayed back to eat with the others,after that,i decided to go back home,but while looking outside,i saw that i missed my bus-stop,so i immediatly pressed the stop,lol,but too late,anyway,since i stopped 1 stop later than the usual,i decided to find a shorter,newer,route back home,since it sounded like a adventure XD,but,guess what?I GOT LOST,lol,i wandered around for awhile,then after that,i saw this small passageway,i decided to go in,and when i stepped in,this really big lizard suddenly dropped down,and what's amusing is that,it was the same one that i saw on the tree last week,well,around the same,anyway,here it is!i followed it to the end of the passageway,in case you can't see it,it's around the middle of the picture,big,right?Lol,anyway,after i walked to the end,ta-da!!!!A......drain.....,lol,so i walked back,and continued walking around,then,as i turned around corners,i saw this nice condominium,named Serenity Park,has nice facilities,and is western style,but.....the view of houses isn't very nice,anyways,after around 25 minutes of wandering around,i finally found the exit!YAY,it was down ANOTHER narrow passage near a drain,but at least it lead me to the other end,where i was familiar with,so i walked and it took me a grand 40 minutes to walk home instead of the usual 15-20 mins,that's not including the bus ride,curiosity really does kill the cat sometimes,eh?But it was fun!

Now,it's after tuition,and i just realised that my brother is growing more off an asshole at a incredible pace,he keeps thinking that he's king,and that he is always right and all.....my fists are really starting to itch.....I hope i can control it until the time he changes,which i doubt,never,for i have held the anger for 5-6 years already and it seems to be getting worse...

Napfa test!

2009-04-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

okay...today was 4 periods of maths,wow,brain drain,lolx,i'm so dead for the differentiation of the trigo thing,okay,so after that was geog,and there was group work,me,sean,aik how and thai siong teamed up,but actaully,we didn't do anything,lolx.After that,during recess,we had to run,but the sky was dark,which meant rain,but we ran anyway,but after runnig around 3/4 of the school,it RAINED,lol,so me,wx,jun hui,wee ern and sheng hui chionged back,but by that time,we took abit of rain already,so...yeah.Skippniog to after school activities,yeah?THE NAPFA TEST!OMG,lol,first station,sit-ups,i got 42,argh!1 more to A!Next is....Standing broad jump,161,i knew i was a goner for that one,so,nothing to complain about that,next,is sit-and-reach,i çouldn't stretch to my fullest,dunno why,i can normally stretch beyond my toes,but....yeah,maybe didn't have the mood.next,the greatest horror of them all,PULL UPS,lol,i did 0,obviously,not trying to boast,but i do have arm strength,but it's just not enough to support me,well,time to slim down and get outta health and wellness!Then lastly,shuttle run,that was okay,my score was REALLY lucky,11.25,lol,0.5 away to fail,AH,yes,speaking od decimals,my sit and reach was originally 42.5,so it should've been an A,but mr low rounded it up,noooooo,lol.Darn it,if only i wore my WuShu shoe,my normal shoe is rather heavy,and i think it affecting the tests a little,i wonder if i should get a shoe in preparatio for the 2.4km run,i don't wanna get in NS early!Lol,anyways,i got a new printer yesterday!Rather cool,it's 3-in-1,able to scan,print and copy,at a good price of $199,i know it's expensive,but it's really worth it,here's a pic when i had to assemble it,luckily,i have some experience in fixing things up,so i was able to do it easily,but the bad thing is,since i set my computer to Korean-Code-Page,the installer was in Korean,and i went like....how in the world do i read this thing...,lol,so i did a couple of guesses and it turned out that there were a few errors,so...yeah,still have some fixing to do,maybe some other time when i have nothing to do,it's now 9:57 and....i gotta go sleep,i know it's early,but this is really my sleeping time,also,i just finished tution at 9:30,so i'm really tired,hence,sleepytime!

Sunday

2009-04-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

Okay.....quite tired these days so didn't update anything,so....let me recap...on friday,it was aik how's birthday,so after school,we went to hougang mall to celebrate,we went to the kopitiam to eat first,and after that,to the "balcony" where there was the playground and stuff,actually,they wanted to surprise aik how,but apparently,someone leaked the plan and he decided to paly hide and seek with us,with a 30 min time limit,everyone went to find,although,i couldn't find much,i had a feeling he went out of hougang mall,but if he did,then we would never find him,so...after that,aik how came back after me and hansel did the last search,but becasue of that,the cream on the cake melted,so....aik how had cake soup.Well,not exactly,i'm almost half asleep,so...i'm just say that the cake dropped and some eileen and hansel's bags(Note,i didn't include those who got the minimum amount of damage)But,before the cake was given,they spun aikhow at the "merry go round for 1",Aikhow had no sense of direction after the spin,lol.Can't recall any more,for those who went,you all would know the things that happened XD

On saturday.....there was the tests,it was like Chemistry and English,the chemistry was surprisingly easy,but the english was rather hard,after that,went to compass LJS to eat,then after that went home to prepare for wushu practice,so...the wushu practice was okay,but i cut my hand with the blade during practice,looks like i got alot more to polish before i can do anything,the cut was rather big,but i recovered rather quickly,lol,now there's a scar,not very visible,but i can see it.So....after wushu practice went to kovan to buy books,then saw lynn and jinglong,lol.Also,my father picked up a lost MP3 player,i told him to return it to the police station,but he said he won't,and he said that i'm very naiive,and that i will fail in life with this thinking,i argued with him and in the end i won,but since he's my father,he still insists it's correct.Ah,well......Next,at my cousin's house,watched alien and predator reqiuem,really disgusting,not gonna say anything.Onto the next day.....

Okay,so...woke up on sunday,body aching cuz of the training,so...morning....nothing much,but afternoon,went to "Springleaf Village" or something,a porridge restaurant,but i ate rice,ironic,lol,but still,both are made usnig rice.Anyways,nothing much happening, today,so...yeah,gonna stop here...

Maths=Die

2009-04-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

okay,i really flunked the A-Maths test,thanks to not studying,well,looks like i gotta buck up,today...there wasn't much things,after school,i had to go home so i dno't know if they went out to eat or not,but once i went home,i went into the studyroom to dry my sweat cuz walking back i was sweating like crazy,lol,but during that time,my bro was having tuition,so i just sat there getting blown by the air con,that's when i saw for the first time how my brother had tuition,he doesn't listen to stuff,he likes being a total asshole,and he insists the teacher listen to him than he listen to the teacher,ah,did i mention my brother was being a moron today?I won't go into the details,i'll go straight to the point,since i wanted to train myself,i wanted to go jogging,so my bro wanted to follow,which was fine,but my mum had to accompany him,cuz i can't look after him,my bro hence,needed to follow my mother,but he kept asknig my mum to run,which she can't.one thing,my bro didn't watch out for the car,if my mum didn't call out for hmi,he would've been banged,but he still insists that he can run by himself,so my mum had no choice but to go a little faster,so...since i was on my own,i ran to the bus stop(street entrance) and ran back,on the way,i saw my parents again,and i saw my bro's awful rudeness,my mum's ankles "chou jing" so i asked her to stop,but my bro wanted to continue moving,so i told my mum to ignore him,then he came back with a angry face,and said "Faster la!",so,my mum just continued walking,i walked awhile with them to ensure nothing happens,and my brother just kept complaining that he couldn't run,so...after awhile,when i confirmed it was fine,i ran back home,then walked out to find them,i saw them walk back,and my bro stomped back,and ignored mum....i shall not go deeper in this,but,i know he will not help my parents once they are old,but,yet,he still asks for alot,i bet he will ask for money when he's a adult or teenager,i swear,one day,i WILL make him pay!!

okay,i just remembered,while walking home from school,i saw this wierd lizard,a chameleon i think,rather cool,red head and green body,lol.

A Fine Wednesday

2009-04-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

Today was okay,woke up at 7.30 to prepare for my tuition at 8.00,ate honey oay cornflakes with milk,then after that i had tuition,had to revise for chapter 14,seriously,that chapter will kill me =(,anyway,after that,i ate and went to school,during school,mr hafeez scolded us for not handing up the PTM form and health survey,seriously,i don't wanna take it...my senses tell me they're gonna use needles.....i don't like needles.But,they're still going to make me in the end,so....might as well get over it,lolz.So,during chem,we played with the experiment,and it was....okay?CDP,did the survey thing,i didn't know you can scroll around singapore,so i didn't build alot of things.lol,only 3 buildings.After that,they waited for the prefects and then went to compass point,they argued abit about the food,and at last they selected Kopitiam,i ate the crispy carrot cake and vanilla ice cream,rather delicious,and after that,Eileen,Wanting,Lifang came,after awhile,they went to popular to buy a file for mrs P,they took a very long time to pick the right colour,then after that,they went to mini toons to look,after that,they saw mrs P at 1st floor,then they rushed down,they wanted to talk about it but my mom called earlier and reminded me that i had tuition,and it was going to start soon,so i had to take taxi home,i didn't have nough money,so i took some from home when i arrived outside the gate,lolx,so after that,i had chinese tuition and now i'm typing here,gonna stop here,it's 10.07 and i need to go sleep.

New Song

2009-03-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

Decided not to merge the post,but i changed the blogsong!Found that it's not bad,anyway,enjoy!

Another event happened,my mum ask me to teach my brother the things he dunno,so there was this question,he asked me the question,i didn't memorize,but i know there was one part where it said "72 divide by ____ = 9",then he took like 10 mins then he keep saying "ARGHGHGH",like getting frustrated,then after that he ask me "what's the answer",i say huh?you don't know?It's divide!"Then he replied "ya,i know,but i dunno how to do",lol,so i refused to teach,i ask him to divide,then after then he got the answer,it was 648,lol,so he wrote "72 divide by 648 =9",lol,then i told him,it's wrong!But he insisted it's correct,after arguing he said "aiya,you here i can't concentrate la!" then he went upstairs,lol,funny,but very very moron,i wanna hit him,but i can't,lolx

2009-03-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

No title today,i'm really tired and irritated today,well,after school,that is,anyway,today was okay,there was the chem rpesentation,and today at 12AM,yong chuan smsed me that he might have tio chickenpox,i was like "wa....what to do now.....",so i smsed him "wa....u tio?",and he confirmed it with a "ya",so...yeah,i told sean taht i might not need to rpesent and he went "next is us leh!how!?" and.....yeah,the rest are just rants,so...when chem period i told mr hafeez that yong chuan didn't come and he said "nevermind",i thought my group didn't need to present,but he said"go on",i was like....wa....,since i told aik how and kun cheng no need to present,i like,went to them and said "ehh......acutally we need to present",then aik how said "huh?now?",and kun cheng went "why?",i think,so...anyway,we went on with the presentation and we took over yong chuan's slides,really,i was actually a little nervous,but i went on in the end anyway.

The slides were done by us,jokes+video were done by me,thanks for the help!Next is...the presentation,nothing much to say about that,but mr hafeez said good job to all of us,and he said i got some talent in speaking,yeah!Now,during CCA,there were many non-members of CCA there,and as i have said before...mostly acting big and stuff like that,saying things wrongly and thining they're right.That was okay,but at home,my brother was being defiant in homework,and whenever i do projects,he keeps saying that i'm playing the computer,as a result,i got scolded,wth....I'm now doing SS,so gonna stop here

Sunday

2009-03-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

okay,so saturday night was okay,my and my cousins watched "the mummy returns" on HBO movies at their home,not bad,the next was "i am legend",i have zombie phobia,so...yeah,i went out of the room to read "yu-gi-oh" again,lol,nothing much happened that day,i played "dai di" with my cousins and stuff like that,and on sunday,i had tuition at 10.00,lol,tired X(,now,i'm playing chess with my bro,and i'm really thrashing him,lolx,okay...here's some pic?(btwmthis chess set is new and bought from overseas,lol,he's only 9 years old,what can your expect?,but anyway

YAYYYY!

My bro's casualties
My Casulties

So after that,he bu fu zi,challenged em to 2nd round,i ended it in 3 turns,lolx

Shuang Pao Ziang!

He bu fu qi again,so challenge me third round,again,i thrashed him,lolx,but he seems to learn after every round,not bad,but he kept everything before i could take another picture,tho he wanted to lpay another round,but i said "no,i sian le",so....yeah

Saturday....

2009-03-28T01:22:00.000-07:00

wow,saturday was really tiring,on the morning,i played ether saga with YC for awhile,and after that i went to wushu,they had a totally new training type,really hard,exhausted,i might have to perform on 31st may,lolx,crap,although it's not confirmed if ALL of us must go,but....well,i hope i don't go,also,there was this part where you have to fall down forward and land in pushup position,that was really hard,seeing that i needed to confront my fear,but..well,that's a first step,if i master it,i can deifnitely do cartwheels,all right!Also,i wanted to change my blogsong to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8wA43UMoTI ,it's a very meaningful song,suits the activity on the 2nd day about meeting yourself,and,well,since i haven't gone to my cousin's house,nothing to say,YET,got tuition at 5.30,lolx

Camp's over!

2009-03-27T07:46:00.000-07:00

All right!So,camps over,and it's different from mindchamps,ALOT different,so....many changes,i learnt some life lessons,some techniques which i didn't know,though i already knew quite alot of them,all they did was put labels,like the placebos,there was this time when i was young,i ate some egg and something green inside in my cousin's house,it looked like it was wasabi,so i told them and my cousins said "nope,it's not",so i gave it a try,and they suddenly said "it is",i immediatly spat it out and behaved like how someone eats wasabi,then after that,they said "kidding la,you "xin li zuo yong" until so cham ah",lolz,that was my first time activating placebo,wierd eh?Anyawys,the three trainers are Leroy,Andrea and Hui ling,during the camp all of it was really funny,and it's much better going through this camp with classmates and friends that you know and cherish than with strangers,imagine going through this with strangers,it will be really wierd.....so,during the second day,we were asked to recall all the memories that were happy,unfortunately,when i was small,there wasn't much happy memories to remember(i'm NOT emo),so,i didn't cry,tho,i am slowly having strengthened bonds with my family,maybe one day,i will truly cherish my family,and on the third ady,it was rather touching to see veryone cry while admitting to all the bad thigns they have done,i think that their lives will definitely change for the better as doing that takes alot of love,courage and effort.okay,so on the alst day,i sorta went home myself,my shoulder suddenly hurt O_O,i might have pulled my muscle,and since i was bored,i took a picture of a park nearby,and i could see actual lightning strikes flashing through the air,pretty cool,sorry that i don't ahve pictuers of the camp,i didn't take any pics,so...yeah,concludes,i will update on snuday again,i think,tomorrow's wushu trainign will be painful i think...Lastly,i learnt that oppurtunities and all around you,you just have to learn to grab the right one,those who don't are only two types,those that don't have the courage to do so,and those that are perfectly satisfied with their life and doesn't need any more,i'll share this:i'm completely satisfied with my life,i have enough to live comfortably,i have many great friends,i have understanding cousins,and after waiting for awhile since i knew what happened and my family has finally understood how i felt,i finally voiced out how i truely felt very long ago,and they weren't that bad any more,so....i'm glad i have true friends in secondary school,just to say......i practically had no friends in primary school,so i'm thankful for all that i have right now,so i'm proud to say im satisfied of my life,no doubt,there are definitely room for improvements,so i shall strive to be the best that i can!

Near End

2009-03-20T22:38:00.000-07:00

Holidays are ending!Right now i'm jst chionging the Ace-Learning maths thing,not doing much,these days there's nothing much happening,so,anyways,changed blogsong and blogskin!

Holidays halfway

2009-03-18T02:41:00.000-07:00

okay,so...on monday,it was com day,again,then they discussed about the sentosa thing at night,i don't think i could go,tho,so...yeah,i kept quiet,sorry for not going,currently having slight headache again,so won't recall!So today my mum brought me and my brother to the Penang Fare at York Hotel with my relatives,the food there was not bad,here's what the outside looks like,not very clear tho,don't know why,so after that,my brother kept wanting to go to serangoon country club,i didn't wanna go,but my brother said they have a new driving game at the arcade,i took a rough guess and thought it was Initial D 4 as some other country clubs have it already,and i was right!BUT,the machine was out of order,very very cool,so i had nothing to do,my bro went to play bowling,so i played along,lol,okay,so after that went home at about 5.30,and now i'm typing here,k,gonna stop le....

HoliDays!

2009-03-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

YAY!HOLIDAY MOOD!!!okay,so holiday has officially started after the sports day was over,so...after that i follow everyone on the way home,at first i wanted to follow yong chieh take 163,but before that i wanted to take taxi as we must meet at compass at 2.15,so i ran to hougang point and wanted to take taxi there,but there wasn't any!Soi called my mum to bring me home,lol,when i reached home,i bathed,took my psp and prepared my bag(okay...so there was only 3 things in it?),changed clothes and went off,but since it took awhile to fetch me from hougang point,i ended up a little late...so after that,they went to subway to eat,didn't have much appetite,so i ate 2 cookies,so after eating,they went to plaza sing to watch "race to witch mountain",It was okay,the storyline was not abd,but i KNOW,seriously,they cut off many parts,cuz there wasn't much connection to what happened,my experience reading storybooks tells me that either the book stinks,or they cut off the scenes,since the adapted it into a movie,it must be good,that means they cut some off.Also,the camera moves too much,had a slight headache when i went out,this is why i don't play counter-strike.So after that,i had little idea what happened except that they said something about "aik how,kris and wan ting" or something,i was still having headache so........yeah,then after that some decided to eat at kopitiam while those that didn't want to went to the cosplay shop,lol,there was tensa zangetsu,$99,damn,costs a bomb,speaking of bleach,i just finished Ulquiorra.okay,so after eating and stuff they went to "walk around" so they walked until orchard or somewhere there and decided to go to kovan,cuz i asked them if there was a MRT station nearby,okay,maybe not,i heard about it in the beginning,but they said something like "nothing else to do there,wad about the people who don't wanna play pool?".It was still in plaza sing,so still,didn't concentrate much,trying to cure headache,anyways,after that,we took the MRT and went to kovan,i wanted to follow,but i had to asked my mum first,and she said no,so....yeah,they went off there.I went home after that.On saturday...nothing much,mum brought me to go pray,so i skipped/missed wushu training(there were a little of both),i didn't want to go and i was able to go home only at 4.00,wushu starts at 2.00 ends at 3.30,so...yeah,ah well,kinda sick,anyway,the cinema was to CoLd!Now it's 10pm and i think i gotta sleep soon,gotta stop here!

Decided to overcome laziness to post pic(note,i didn't take any pics,this is my drawing)

Recovered a little!

2009-03-11T06:53:00.000-07:00

Yay!Recovered from my neckache,now it's shoulderache cuz i got punished pushups and chiong like 33 one shot,then cannot le,frankly,i shouldn't even be doing PE cuz i just recovered a bit on tuesday...but....nvm,just carry on.So,after school i went come,mum fetched cuz i gotta go my cousin's house,the mansion,lol,i explored abit,now i actually realize how big the house really is,lolx.And the view of the sky at night is really good,So,over there my aunt cooked Ba-Chor-Mee,quite nice,then after that i ate the chicken wings,and it's better tasting than usual,also,there were a few special guests,ado and a doctor from some clinic which i think is really bogus cuz their medicine actually amde my skin worse @_@,Anyways,after that i went home and stuff,and on to the next day!Wednesday was rather interesting,after school i went to watch coach carter with everyone,it was a really good show,teaches alot of life lessons and that no one is inferior to another,really,teenagers these day should learn that no one is is over the authority.So after that,i followed everyone and Congratulations sean no your first day at the pasar malam!Oh,sean said something damn wierd "they way i see them prepare....it takes away my apetitte",lol,can't blame him,always eat high class foods,also,the ball game,i think his one is redeem house and sports car one,$100000 per bout,lol,kidding,but seriously,after he ate the sausage from the pasar malam,he got dirrohea @_@,he REALLY didn't go to a pasar malam before,i bet he eats high-class food every day.Maybe is the sausage no good?i don't think so,out of 120+ sausage sean suay suay tio the lousy one?i don't believe that.Ah,well,i suppose now it's time to stop typing,nothing much,btw,anyone wanna go to OCC?Tell me if you wanna go,set a date and also i found a route to go,take shuttle bus either from northpoint or yishun MRT i think.

NECKACHE!

2009-03-09T04:24:00.001-07:00

Wow....i got a terrible neckache on sunday,hurts like Hell!Can't turn my head easily.....darn,that's unlucky =(,ah,on monday,i forgot all about the geog test ._.,so chiong like crazy in school,in the end.....i can't predetermine the results,damn it,i can't really think properly today,dunno why,my neck just distracts me whenever i concentrate,so.....yeah,i also slept abit during the geog test,ouch....also,after the geog test when i went down,all the shops CLOSED!OMG,talk about unlucky,so i CCAed until like 4.30,then decided to go off,damn it,very fatigued,have to rest more.Also,there wasn't a family gathering on saturday,sad...No matter,anyway,so....nothing much happening these days,darn it,thinking of all the training chances i missed cuz of my neck is really sian,and also the emotional stress,cuz the pain is so freaking irritating!So...typing till here,then!

Saturday!

2009-03-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

Wow,training has paid off,i think,my whole body is aching T_T,okay,so these days i've been configuring my server,and it's not that bad,and on friday,i soloed vari nice,Prata!Then when the bus came,i gave up half my water chestnut to rush there,lolx,so went home,com and stuff like that and trained a little,and msned with everyone.On saturday,i woke up at 9 and saw my bro using com,so i ate and stuff like that and at 10 O clcok he had tuition,COM IS MINE!MUAHAHAHAH!,and i come across my current blogsong,nice tune,i like it,so it took posistion as my blogsong.So,after that,i went to wushu at 1.15,reached at 1.50,bought new pants and shoes,man,the shoes can kick things HARD,lolx,and also,Kun Cheng told me that SEAN said that MY sparring sucks alot,most probrably cuz he's not gotten over the feint speed punches i gave him cuz he was playing with me(Note:Sean Playing=Violence)I gave him my first fake,the grabbed it,the 2nd one he grabbed my right hand,but i my left hand was immdiately in front of his face,he grabbde it like 2-3 seconds after,lol,by that time the punch would have landed,most probrably he can't stand losing,sigh,these are the attitudes i really hate cuz they are so aaron-ish(Note:Aaron is my brother)Really,sean,if what you say is true,why don't we have a match after i recover?If you're reading this blog,that is,i don't get into unnessasary fights,so if i have to prove it to you,i won't hesitate,i have no problem holding back cuz you kinda resemble my bro(in terms of attitude)No offence given,now there.Bad things aside,today,there's a family meeting,yay!Also,i think i slimmed down a little,lolx,okay,lastly,ENJOY THE BLOG SONG =D

So.....Close....

2009-03-05T02:25:00.000-08:00

Vari Vari Close to the holidays!yay!okay,so today was okay,lessons was not bad,also,bao hui wanted to spar with em today,totally sparred 3 times,used my speed punches to win,first time req was 5 times to stomach to win,over in like 10 seconds,lol,i won,2nd time was....okay okay,fight a little,but i cornered him,so i stopped,cuz once dornered,consider yourself dead,if i continue,3rd time was outside toilet,was quite long,i did my speed punches for like...quite long,then after that he fell down,then daniel gan keep saying "so short nia,longer leh",during the 2nd fight,he wanted 1 minute time,but i said 20 seconds,cuz i don't really awnna fight bh,so i k eep insisting,so the victory was not over 30 seconds,then when daniel gan fight he say like 30 seconds or something,lol,kun cheng too,i don't know if he really is strong,but one think is for sure,i'm gonna train harder so my punches can't be seen easily and my uppercuts and smashes are perfectly in sync with my speed punches,okay...so after school follow the others go CP for KFC,then i joke around,but really,sean really thinks his life is worst and he goes all emo and stuff,tho he doesn't admit it,lolx,okay....so....gotta go eat already,that's all!also,changed blog song!CARD SLASH!

wow.....

2009-03-03T01:44:00.000-08:00

okay,so on monday,it was sorta normal,as i jst went to school took the lessons and CCA,but during the CCA,i noticed that the lower sec are total assholes,really defiant and stuff like that,really feel like hitting them,so...after that,they wanted us to haev a banding session with them,which i didn't want to,so me,kc and yong chuan ran,lol,the plan was really wierd,but it still worked,lol,first time i pon CCA,but still,no matter what,i wanna have nothing to do with them,my brother is worse enough,lol,okay...so tuesday,i realised that my strenth had increased abit when doing the jumping thing,i had mroe air time,lol,it's only by a little,but it's an achievement,so...now here i am,typing on the com and configuring my server,also,i changed the blogsong,digimon FTW!(note,some of you may think i'm childish,lolx)btw,this post is short cuz i was lazy to write another one,i accidentally pressed "Template" when i finished,so the whole thing was cancelled T_T,also,bao hui wanted to challenge me to a sparring session after march holidays,yeah!now i have something to train for,hahaha!

Holidays Approaching

2009-03-01T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yayz!March holidays approaching!and my server is back up,still trying it out,tho,lol,okay,so these days are a little.....wierd,so...on saturday,the morning was Physics common test,followed by english compo test,by the time my brain abit sian le,then after that follow everyone go compass,many fo the places are full,so afte awhile,they decided to eat the subway,my first time,it's quite nice,but i don't like the cookie,so...after that i wanted to take taxi cuz i was trying to rush home,then when i saw the queue,it was no different than waiting for a bus,so i called by mum,so i went back home,rest for awhile,then go,unfortunately,my mum was trying out her clotehs or something and my bro was being a REALLLLLLL ASS!So in the end i was a late by only a few minutes,lucky,lol.So.....during WuShu,i trained with all my power,so i was quite exhausted,oh,yeah,something damn embarrasing and funny,while doing the spin-kick or something on the ground,my pants split,i chua tio,so the rest of the time the stunts i didn't do alot,NOOO.End of saturday.Now,sunday was okay,my mum went to macau,so i asked my dad to wake me up at 4.00 to follow them to the airport,then go there wait for the other relatives,once the checked in,my,my father and my brother left for home,so on the way,we ate roti prata,dam deserted,jalan kayu somemore,the "prata place",deserted,really surprising,so...i ate 2 kosong and then went back home to sleep,then after that it was "fix-up-my-server" time,so yeah,fixed till dinner,then my dad wanted me to go to AMK hub or northpoint for teppanyaki,but i didn't want to,so we went to compass point instead,at the kopitiam,i ate western food,the "black-pepper chicken chop rice",dam big serving,lol,oh,and lastly,on sunday,my arms and legs become very suan,dunno why,maybe cuz of the training?

Changed Blogsong

2009-02-27T00:42:00.000-08:00

Okay,this song is realllly familiar,i tried finding the lyrics and it sounds quite meaningful and inspiring,lol,so i made it my blog song,XD,DIGIMON FTW!!!

Yet another day passes.....

2009-02-26T05:41:00.000-08:00

OMG!GG for A Maths test!,lol,i'm being so darn random,anywaytoday was a little tiring, so i have to keep walking around to keep myself awake,and that's just plain wierd,now,today's vector things are rather confusing,it was actually easy,lol,i'm now contradicting myself NOOOOO,so,the A maths test came after school,i was rather prepared to flunk it,so...yeah,also,during the physics CRT,i just did the worksheet and went off,i wanted to go to vari nice,but since all of them wanna go to compass point,i just followed and then they ate KFC,i had my linner(Lunch and Dinner NOTE:Self invented,NO SUCH WORD!)then went to buy pen refill,but i bought the WRONG one!lololol,so much for rushing,so...yeah,sums up what happened today,gonna stop here,finish DnT!arghghghg

WedNeSDAYYYYY!!!!

2009-02-25T05:59:00.000-08:00

Okay,so today is interesting,so for a start,there was english,it was not bad,quite challenging,then chemistry was free period,then physics was work time,and then maths was taken at LT again,Vector is way too easy,lol,if i fail i'll laugh at myself for saying that =X,lol,anyways,after that,the geog test,it was easy too,but i hope it's because i scribbled like crap.and next,was the movie screening,i didn't want to watch it,so i played along with the guys,mark attendence then go,lolz,feel bad =(,but anyway,after that we went to compass to eat BK,tho i really wanted to go to kopitiam,so i followed anyway.then at BK,cuz i sit beside wee ern,i saw that he was sleepy,then while i was eating,he slept cuz he said he was tired,lolx,looks wierd,then andy go take photo and picture while saying "we are now at discovery channel",wierd,so after that i went home,but while on the bus,it suddenly RAINED,so i called my dad,but he was at si ma lu,very very far,so i didn't wanna wait,so i hailed a taxi to go back home,it took me 4 dollars!I must bring a umbrella with me in the future.....definitely!(okay...maybe not)That's it for today,if you want the pic and vid of wee ern sleeping go ask andy(sorry wee ern,just joking)

Changed blogskin for awhile

2009-02-23T03:37:00.000-08:00

okay,since i was a little bored these few days,i've been finding skins,and i found quite a good one,so..MoRpHin TiME!Lol,okay,so these few days are just a little average again,but yes!i got high marks for my e-maths test in probrability,but i could've gotten 28,lots of careless mistakes,sad,lolz,also,DnT is getting harder and harder and i can also feel the effects of not sleeping,tired easily,lolz,gotta sleep more =/,So,lets see.....since chinese is coming in first,chinese is obviously the prority,but it doesn't seem like it with the way i study,lolx.now,since there's nothing else....i'll stop here.Ah,before i forget,the Bat came here again,it's a fruit bat,so it's welcome at the house.Ah,i also found quite a good punch to use,so now training punches while holding 4KG weights,yeah!also typing 2.5kg weight to my legs for strengthening purposes,Training FTW!

Maths TeStO!

2009-02-19T02:52:00.000-08:00

Okay,so today there was the lessons,and then....i had to study abit for the maths test,so those lessons were a little out,o,after the maths test,i stayed on and went to conmpass's kopitiam with the others,weixiang,junhui and thai siong bought some really spicy mee and they were sweating like crazy,well,free sauna,lol.and i ate carrot cake,and so did wee ern and yong chieh,wee ern was like dam red after the 2nd mouth of the soup,and after that they all went to buy ice cream,lol,anyway,these day's i'm reading HunterXHunter,it's a old manga,but it's still nice,and......well,the test wasn't as hard as i thought it would be,lucky!

BatMAn!

2009-02-18T05:39:00.000-08:00

Not really,lol,if you don't know,refer to the title,anyways,today was a little normal,but a short while after i reached home,my parents said they saw this bat near the roof O_O,i took a pic,it's a little blur,but....yeah,might upload it tmr or something,and today's dinner seemed a little special,western style prawns,also,it was the first time i saw white prawns?they said it was from the deep ocean or something,but if it's painted......yeah,anyway,i didn't really like it,so...ate only a little.nothing much today,again,looking forward to the end of the O levels.YAAAY!

Woots?

2009-02-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

okay...so these few days has a few wierd things,first,on monday,there was the CCA,and i'm now in another competitino,rocks,eh?(T_T)So,during CCA since i had nothing to do,i played Battle-On ONLINE!,WAAAAY EPIC!So,yeah,after that ewnt home and my mom said that ah du(ado),is coming to our house to eat and they cooked chicken wings,so...yeah,easy to guess the rest,after eating,i just went to do homework and drew a picture of RockmanXForte,rather well known for people who read/watch rockman.exe,hmm,i might consider drawing another one today,all depends,okay,i just recalled,today there was this debate thing,and they were changing it to like...should poker card be allowed i school,and stuff like that,also,i just finished tuition at a whopping 9.30!Really really tired now,ah,yes,almost forgot,pr's pereira changed my seat with baohui,lolx!Anyways,here's the picture,might not be clear tho.Edit:The blogger image is not working,so....here's the link?http://img252.imageshack.us/my.php?image=0217214819uq6.jpg
okay,nothing else,or i'm just too lazy to recall

As Days Pass....

2009-02-15T02:39:00.000-08:00

well,for friday,it was pre-valentine's day celebration,also,sean and other were all selling MOGU MOGUUUUUUU!,lol,i bought one,and it was not bad,so,this is what they call dessert in a bottle,eh?lol.Anyway,i'm now playing RappelzSea,not too bad,but it's kinda laggy on my com.Those who need mro information go visit their web,what i like about it is their pet system and their graphics,and...on saturday,went thru the usual cycle of wushu home and cousin's house,but sadly,my cousins were not there,all celebrating valentine's day,lol,except for 1 of my cousin who's in NS.Am i the only one not celebrating?O_O,lol.so....days pass again,and this is sunday.i skipped mindchamps again today cuz i needed to do my DnT homework(Yes,it's a valid excuse,isn't it?Hee hee)Also,my brother is being a total asshole this week,and maybe also for the next week,and the next....and the next....lol...i'm dragging this on too much.In Conclusion,this week is rather normal =D(i might have forgotten something...)

Tired

2009-02-12T04:09:00.000-08:00

These few days are really a downer,so,this is what sec 4 feels like,eh...somehow,i think that this year is rather different from the usual sec 4 life...anyway,these few days aren't too good,i always feel sick but i'm not O_O,wierd,and also,kun cheng decided to postpone the spar to until o levels,which i have no doubts that he will win for sure.Ah,well.That aside,today was rather funny,lol,mister hafeez made quite abit of jokes,and also,FREE PERIOD FTW!!!!We had like....5 free periods today,rocks!but the A maths test was a downer for that day,tho.Was really really tired,so i hadn't much energy to think.Ah,yes,for some reason,i can't sleep in the morning unless i'm on the verge of collapse or sick.Must be a habit =/.Today,they also made jokes about Chinese teacher,very bad,but it's real funny,i think they exaggerated a little but what the heck.Btw,i just realised today that sean in a real ambitious but doesn't work for what he dreams for.Thats a REALLLY bad attitude.lol.i know i'm gonna make him angry by typing this =P.So...after i went back,i made a really wierd lego car,to make myself familiar with the program controls =D,Oh,yeah,almost forgot,i have a lego racers competition,that time i sorta "pon" class on wednesday was to attend the briefing of the competition.Wow,i expected it to end at 3-4,but it ended at 5.30+,=(,was really exhausted that day,so i don't bother remembering the details,all i know is just to design a good car,get the prize,win the race,and get more CCA points,get the certificate and stuff like that

Sian

2009-02-09T03:58:00.000-08:00

Wow,today was rather bad,was really tired,was quite dizzy during the last few school periods.but the rest of the day was O.K,so...oh,yeah,my maths test was 17/30,yay,i passed!,but sadly.Differentiation=gg,lol.English...i got 9/25,FAILED!ARGHGHGH,lol,but i wonder why.lets see....today's geo test is a definite flunk,cuz i forgot all about it.I didn't study much of physics either,so...yeah...Ah,today's Yu Sheng was REALLY BIG!don't know why it's so big today,perhaps it's because it's the last day of the new year =/.Right now,i'm doing my DnT work and maths and english work.Gonna have to stay back everyday for CRT.Boo Hoo,i'm really looking forward to the end of O levels,provided i get good results.

Untitled,lol

2009-02-08T03:03:00.001-08:00

Okay....so,these few days were okay,on friday,there was the chinese test,it was not that hard,but the DnT test only took me 5 minutes,lol,after that, i went to eat then went back home to play KMS again,so,nothing rare that day(unless i forgot),but on saturday,i went to mrs pereira's CRT,it was rather okay,at least i'm now prepared for monday's test,so after that,went out to eat BK again with the others.wow,i just realised i'm spending alot of money T_T,okay,so next week i won't go out anymore,and if i do,i'm not gonna eat.Gotta eat at home more now.Okay,so when i ent back home to check the letters,i found this letter that was addressed to 7 SELETAR terrace,i live in SARACA terrace,lol,so...yeah.since i had nothing to do,i went to deliver the undelivered mail to them.Quite far,actually.but i think i know where it is.but if i delivered it to the wrong person.....then sorry...but i'm quite sure it was the right house cuz it had a western feel to it.Their name was....uh.....(note i'm not racist!)had an american feel to it,so i assumed.So,after that played KMS for around 2-3 hrs before i went to my cousin's house,oh,btw,i just checked and the sounds are indeed changable XD.Sunday,ah,the day of horrors.but not so cuz i skipped mindchamps again today,i know,call me a money waster or whatever,but going there is jsut a waste of time.If i attend it i won't have enough time to do my DnT stuff and revise physics again anyway,School,Com,Home,Almost all the things i do>Mindchamps,so....went to search for rockman.exe things again,and now it's 7:12 and here i am,typing this post that i owe to the blog.=D,no pictures again this time.

Tests

2009-02-05T05:53:00.001-08:00

wow,friday is really crammed for me,with chinese test(maybe,not too sure yet),DnT test,it's all really quite stress,but nothing that i can't cope with with a little bit of effort,lol,okay,maybe not,but still,it's essential that i endure this,for my future.now,for what happened today,since seana sked me to carry some MOGUMOGU!!!! for him,i went down and waited for the truck for like...15 mins,while waiting,natalie,carina,fiona,eileen and sean were discussing the price of the mogu mogu and stuff like that,the thing is,after that,when all is said and done,sean just couldn't make the sales on next friday,and he just keeps comparing his profits with the canteen vendors,he even asked the profit earned by the vending machine,lolz,he says competitive is his nature,i don't really think so.to me,he's just being an ass(sorry).after a few hours of convicing,he finally gave in,thanks to mrs pereira,ah,yes,i gave sean about a suggestion to give order forms to the staff room so that they can arder,much mroe convienient and better profit,but he just had to say "i don't like to rely on teachers",in my head,i really went "WTF!?",instead of the usual "wth!?",lol,if he says so,why in the world does he come to school then,he is really too overconfident and too proud of himself.I suppose he thinks he can learn by himself.So,today,he really got abit on my nerves.but seriously,i reached home at 6.35 cuz of him,latest i ever went back home myself.gettin rather late for me,gotta go sleep,so that's all

Chem Project

2009-02-03T02:58:00.001-08:00

Today was rather okay,besides from the physics test,i think i might fail,lol,i still didn't buy the textbook,even worse,i forgot to bring my physics o level guide today,so....yeah,then after school,kun cheng and yong chuan came to do the project,was rather funny,lol,ah,also,if anyone read the news about the cat killing incident,they are actually buried around seletar,OUR AREA!!!If i find that person/s,i'm going to make sure that he will regret doing such meaningless and yet harmful things to the cats.Aside from that,aik how was supposed to come,but couldn't cuz he had to attend NPCC,he's gonna have to do the speech himself,lol,well,the chem project is almost complete,yayz,1 weight off my shoulders,but i heard that there's another english project coming.lolz,so much for completing the chem one @_@,nothing much these days,i guess that's about it for today

Ah,before i forget,i changed the blogsong,for some reason,this is quite calming to me,lolzand again,it's jap,lolz

Sunday!

2009-02-01T00:57:00.000-08:00

wow,what a day,i skipped mindhcamps cuz i had very wierd dreams that kept me awake,and surprisingly,it's about l4d,call me a coward if you like,but i kept waking in 1hr intervals,lol,well,today is okay,but turned a little bad after that,cuz i went to my relative's house,it was rather boring,but later,some of them kept "advising" me to drop A Maths,they kept saying i was stubborn and unchangable and stuff,asking me to plan and all,i did that since Sec 2,no use,anyway,what use is there for setting goals if you can't reach them?I think that your own true potential will be revealed with freedom,not restraint.Also,there wasn't any new stuff,they changed sentences,but all of them are on the same base:wanting me to drop a maths,that's a no,even if i have to die to save it,okay,maybe not,lol =P,and i have a few phrases that i really wanna use,but found that it's rather disrespectful,"when asking someone to prove something,one must be prepared to lose something",and "Potential is realised when you have the freedom to think,not when you are being held back by the beliefs of others",lol,okay,so,bad things aside,the house is REALLY big,it isn't my first time going there,but...,lol,anyway,here's some pics

Outside A little inside Their pool

Another day....

2009-01-29T00:24:00.000-08:00

yesterday night,my mum and dad asked me to go to singapore river to see the chinese new year stuff,i didn't want to at first,but i went anyway.Nothing much tho,some performances,food stalls,and stuff,here are a few pics.As they speak,a pictuer is worth a thousand words,lol

didn't take much,oh,surprisingly,this time it's located near the singapore flyer,so yeah,today is still normal,so....yeah

New year holiday is over

2009-01-28T01:14:00.000-08:00

wow,first day of school,it's okay,not too bad,so i went to koufu for lunch,there i used $2 to "dong" ,first time,it was,a battle-d.daman,but 2nd time i got a car key,lol,not really a car key,but a prank key,to electrify people,lol,okay,at school,maths teacher was a little....pissed off with me,lol,when she asked me to pin up some things,i waited for awhile,cuz i was doing my homework,so when i'm done,i went to pin it up,but,after i did it,she asked mje "do you understand the work?",so i raised my paper and put it down again,to signal that i understood,then she immediately said "if those questions that i went through and you get it wrong,you have to copy it five times",wow,lol,anyway,at 5:00+,my parents wanted to "lo-hei",so....here are some pics

what the "lo hei" looks like,lol

oh,yeah,here's what the poker table looks like this,lol,okay,so that's all for today,ah,yes,i also won yong chieh in dissidia

CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-26T17:19:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year To Everyone!Wow,i just found to uber way to increase my luck,but it's really exhausting,tho,and i don't know if it's true or not,it was really,REALLY wierd,my starting money was 2$,and i played ban luck/Blackjack with my cousins and ended up with 32$,lolx,and the food my mum made rocks!so...at night,me and my cousins went to my cousins house,and they forced me to play texas hold'em,a buy-in of 30$,damnit,i didn't want to,but i had no choice,i guess you already know that i lost by my tone of typing >_<,what worse,after that,they forced me to play ban luck/blackjack again!i was sian le,so i lost AGAIN,so it was 32$ to 22$,then to 12$,dammit,i could've gained some money >.<,ah,well,i guess i'm going to have to take it back again today,i'll try to,tho.well,gotta go,i'll have to go to my relative's house to bai nian again today,and my parents are asking me to hurry up,i'll give a more detailed explanation soon.

Okay,i'm back,rather fast,cuz i have to go to another relative's house at 3.00,lol,to gamble again,so.lets see....during chinese new year's eve,ate the tuan yuan fan,it was steamboat,really delicious,and also,we sio khim for quite awhile,note,we=my,my mother,my brother,so,during that day,my cousin and father taught me some new card games which looks realllly fun,so,that day was quite okay,ah,yes,look at these

The amount of sweets there are awesome,but not eaten,lol,not much,actually,and the amount of snacks there are is reaaaaaly scary,i think i've gained quite abit of weight during the new year,ate too much and exercise too little,T_T,well,back to TAF club again.Ah,yes,alsothere were these card-like chocalates,i took one ACE and KING,then when playing blackjack with my cousin,i use it,lol,too bad i ate the Ace,so i couldn't scare the banker anymore,also,the blackjack game was quite funny,whenever someone blackjacks,alot of the people will also shout blackjack,lol,even if they don't have,to scare the banker,but got once 3 people blackjack together,lol,the banker had a shocked expression on the face,lol.well,that's about it,bb all

Same day,but at night 10:32 after coming back form my cousin's house,wow,that was cool,okay,when i reached my cousin's place,said hi to my cousins ans stuff,and i saw my cousin play L4D,quite scary,can have nightmares,okay,i know i'm cowardly >_<,and again,my cousins played texas hold'em again,that was the best part,lol,i won $122,so i gave $20 to my mum,and my mum ask me to give my brother $2,so i'm left with $100,well,gotta sleep,more info in next post

today is okay!

2009-01-22T04:00:00.000-08:00

well,not really,i really spammed work for the A Maths test,and it turned out okay O.O,but results speak louder than words,so...i gotta wait,and today's chem test was really fun,they played wet head,and it was funny how everyone was chanting "wear the hat,wear the hat!",lol,if i didn't remember wrong,eileen,aikhow,nicholas,and maybe a few others got wet,lol.lucky i wasn't chosen.Also,i'm in the midst of drawing zidane as i have no idea how to add details to squall without colouring him,and for my current colouring skills,colour=ruin,so....yeah,i drew him a little too big T_T,and i don't wanna redraw,so...yeah.Also,chinese new year is coming!GONG XI FA CAI!WAN SHI RU YI!,gonna have quite abit of updates on the chinese new year soon,and how it went XD

Oh,wow

2009-01-19T03:28:00.000-08:00

well,i recieved a great deal of information from KC,seems like the sparring on 13 march is in school,i think,and it seems he's gonna train like crazy,hmmm,i cannot lose >=( so....But sadly,he claims that he ahs a foolproof way to win me,so,i might lose,i'm also making a list of training things i need to do,NOTE!I MOST PROBRABLY WON'T FOLLOW ALL OF IT,IT'S JUST WHAT I PLAN TO DO!(50-100 squats,20-30 pushups,increasing waist strength,running around the neighbourhood,attempt to jump up stairs while squatting, i might not be able to do it cuz of flat feet,these few things will be done everyday with the exception of saturday after chinese new year,NOTE AGAIN,I MIGHT NOT FOLLOW IT COMPLETELY!Depending on the situation,i might increase it,i hope i win!

Sunday.....byebye...

2009-01-18T04:15:00.001-08:00

lol,today was rather bad,when mindchamps take 10:00-5.30 of my sunday T_T,rather sad,really,so.....oh,yeah,one really important thing,during my break,i saw 1 boy younger than my brother who is 8 years old,he was alone at mcdonalds,so i didn't take much notice,but after i got my food,i saw him crying,so i went to tell my friends about it,then we tried to ask if he's lost or something,apparently,he was,sorta,so we asked the mcdonald's manager about it,she asked him what happened,and apparently,he said that his father told him to wait there,i'm not sure what happened later on,but if he was abandoned,then....i really have nothing to say,but i believe it's not so.But,after comparing him to my asshole of a brother,my anger of his attitude really rose like crazy.Maybe i won't show any mercy to him the next time he gives me a really really really cocky attitude.

Nothing much

2009-01-15T00:56:00.000-08:00

well,there isn't much these days,except that i'm getting tired rather easily now,don't really know why,lack of sleep,maybe?Also,i'm gonna have to start training cuz i'm gonna spar with kc soon.well,that's all,oh,and also,the maths test was rather OK

loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i posted

2009-01-13T00:55:00.001-08:00

wow,haven't updated in a really really really long time,just can't find time to add things,anyway,i shall start from recent to past cuz i'm lazy to rememeber what happened,so...today was hansel and kris's birthday,so after physics,the class sang bday song in english,chinese and malay,after that,during PE,the class just played soccer,i didn't do much,and also during reccess,the class(not all) sang again,and they cut the cake,then they gave it to us,during DnT,i got the theme for O'Level,and i came up with an idea for the theme during the lesson(i'm not going to tell),so...yeah.last saturday,we went to do CIP,and in truth,we didn't do much,played around quite alot.since they asked us to go to serangoon mrt station,which was around seragoon central,which is where "uncle shop" is,well,it's a game shop which sells comic books,games,trading cards and stuff.So i went to visit(btw,i've known him since p2-3),and he donated a little,too bad there wasn't any new comics,well,we went to near shopnsave and there was this little game thing that was fun,you scoop toy fish out of the water and you score a ticket,so aikhow played a few round,i played around 2-3,thenthey went to exchange the tickets for 4 sets of spinning disks,then they played it,lol,it was quite fun.Lets see,other than that,there wasn't much i can remember,sorry if there were other important events,hmm,few things before i stop,last last week,i went to my cousin's birthday at a high class hotel,wow,it have a mini waterfall!The ingredients there were good,but alot of them are rather....exotic,i don't eat exotic food,also,thier sharkfin soup isn't technically a soup,they serve it dry(looks bad) and with soup,if you mix it in,it's even worse,they say you eat it and drink the soup,which is very wierd,their fish was good,tho.went back at around 8-9pm that day.During the holidays,i played lots of KMS(maple korea) and it really rox,the community is kind too.(out of flashbacks now),these days,since O'Level is approching,i can't use much of the computer,but i suppose it applies to all of us(does it?)i'm now looking forward to a good game,Dragonball Online,here's a vid http://www.dbmmo.com/News.html .i'm really excited to play it,so,yeah,that's about it,oh,and I FINALLY COMPLETED CLOUD'S PIC,thx to the people for telling me what's wrong XD

Rather bored

2008-12-05T01:56:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to do,these few days have to go injection,so,yeah,i hate injections,these days,i'm just mapling,doing some stuff,and helped my buddy fix his hellgate london errors,also,doing honmework and repeating what i do everyday,hmmm,maybe next year i'll improve my com so that i can play more games,oh,did i meantion i hate injections?lol,not much to post about.

Wow,Songs

2008-11-29T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today was okay,went to tuition,but,i skipped wushu,went running,and my legs abit tired,also,abit no energy,then at 4.00,i went to heeren to watch my cousin sing for charity,around 5.30 then start,i went to look around but there were only clothes,clothes.clthes and mroe clothes.so....yeah,after that,my cousin went off with hsi friends then me,my mum,bro and relatives went to eat dinner,around 8.50 the reach home,late,i though around 7.00++ will reach home le,today was okay,overall

OMG,MAPLARZZZ

2008-11-25T04:22:00.001-08:00

Now,i'm back into maple,to try PIRATE!ARRRRR!yeah,and i have to say taht it's one of the best primary jobs ever,the 1st job is not bad,but the 2nd job just owns like mad,cool skills,of course,the 3rd and 4th job is gonna rock too,can't wait till i try 3rd and 4th job XD,Nothing interesting anyway,just going out jogging with my cousins,and.....AH,YES!Very important,my relative's wedding!wow,that was nice,took very long,around 12+ then reach home,eat at a very very very very nice hotel.Shangri-La hotel,it was very crowded,and the food was.....yeah,high class,and lots of other stuff,oh,and the hall is damn big.Other than that,nothing much i guess...so yeah,that's how a few days of my holidays were spent!Oh,anyone wanna join back maple join bootes,IGN:SwiftPirate(i know he sounds lame)

Back form work(2 tiring days

2008-11-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

ROOOOOOARRRR,back,and man,that was rather harsh,seriously,people underestimate the people who serve the drinks,i mean,there's a few damn qian bian people,and mostly the people just take and go,the drinks,that is,they don't bother to buy,and the role i play as the server was to get thier interest,then my cousin and his friends or the uncles will persuade them to buy,the coffee is never gonna be finished,on the first day,we ran out of HOT WATER!imagine that!Also,Aik how,rachel and......uh....forgot who was the other person,came on the first day.

Changed Blogskin

2008-11-12T05:56:00.000-08:00

testing this blogskins,looks good,at least i think so.okay,about things that happened so far,nothing much,except that i saw one damn ego guy in a game who scolds everyone who kills him noob.If he kills,he goes all ego and says he's pro and stuff,or saus that your skills suck......and his accent is a sger,according to what i experience,he must be the kind who always visit the lan and doesn't study much.Read finish katekyo hitman reborn,not really finish,jsut the point that they are still releasing.So,i think it's game again.I also found out how to edit the music and bg of Manga Fighter,it's quite unpacked,oh,i'm working at singapore expo on friday,so i'm gonna be very tired

long time......

2008-11-09T20:01:00.000-08:00

haven't posted in a long time,cuz i have to play com games XD,well,last friday,went out with alot of people to watch high school musical 3,the movie wasn't very good,might as well make it a song,very little acting,more music.combination of song+drama is a little wierd,before we went to watch,went to play ARCADE!!!!Ts time crisis is crazy,completed with only a few credits.So,after that,took bus 136(not sure) from amk hub to heartland mall,then after that my dad bring me home.The few days after that were just my brother being all ego again

Phew,passed first level

2008-10-22T17:35:00.000-07:00

wow,the teachers said no one in my class retained,nor went to 4N,that was lucky,if i went to 4N.....i have no idea what horrors await me..O.O,well,now that that's over,i will have to work very hard and score very well for O'Levels,that is my biggest aim next year.Besides from that,i suppose nothing much happened,besides from played duel masters in class,lols.Mum also said that i might be going hong kong,but i'm not really interested in that country,so...yeah,there's mostly shopping anyway

OMG

2008-10-19T02:37:00.001-07:00

Lol,nothing interesting happening,except....well,alot of holidays.Well,i went to J8 YTD cuz my mum wants me to buy some clothes to attend my cousin's wedding next month,and i went there for......2 hours,in the end,it was my mum and dad who bought clothes,lolz,i only went there to take the things my parents buy.I'm goign to start going full throttle on the race to finish the revision starting next month.Nothing much happened besides from that...(Runs off to prepare chicken essence for next month.........)Kidding,going to study,but without chicken essence or coffee

To......THE CLUB!(no,it's NOT a BATCAVE!)

2008-10-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

Wow,today was special,went to orchird country club with wei xiang,junhui,yong chieh,wee ern,nicholas,sean,but before that,went from school to my house first,played gundam and pwnt....uh...was it weixiang?in the first match,used the BIG ONE!PEW PEW PEW,BIG LASAR BEAMSZZZZ,but the others i lost,though,we played a few matches then after that we set off for orchird country club,after we went there,went to play pool,quite fun,then after that went to play bowling,sean showed his curving skills,got some tries is non-descript,sean's hook was so pro it hooked into the drain,lol,i think that was a test ball.sean did get the high score,so.....yeah....ah,also,when they went on the shuttle bus,i got shoo-ed out as i was holding a drink,it was wierd,i mean,if no drinks are allowed then what is the drink holder for?So i went home by myself and am now typing here....so....yeah,that sorta sums up everything today

Wow.....Tough day(not really)

2008-10-11T02:20:00.000-07:00

Okay...so....1st day after exam over,i went to tuition in the morning.Quite sad,zzz,exam over still got tuition,then after that,went home le then go compass to find yong chieh they all,but they said they were at LAN le,so i went to kovan and walked to NETFORCE to meet them,plaayed battlefield 2 for 2 hours(lol) then the LAN time up,so i went home and is now typing on the com XD,But,after that,eating dinner outside,then going to play pool/bowling,i think

IT'S OVER!!!!!111!!!oneoneone!!111

2008-10-10T03:22:00.001-07:00

Lolz,exams finally over,so,now free!But nothing much to do lehz......nothing much planned either,but my mum DID say she wanted to bring us to go CRUISE!!!!!Never go before,so i guess i'm going to look forward to it?Weather not very good,so it might be a little dangerous.hmmmm,nothing much today,went to mac and eat with junhui,aikhow,nicholas,wee ern,yong qian,yong chieh,eileen,li fang i think,then i went home,lolz.oh,yeah,those going on monday,please wear nice clothes,but no need to dress like sean,cuz scared they got a dress code,so....yeah.Nothing else happened that i rmb.Only A maths i think i fail,just hope i can go to sec 4E3,same class,don't retain or drop.....Just drew a picture so hand is VERY TIRED

http://img264.imageshack.us/my.php?image=1010082042fp4.jpg

CHEMISTRY and DNT

2008-10-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

Chem today!!!!DNT too,chem i think i might pass.....not by alot,though,dnt was only okay,not that bad.what i fear most is TMR A MATHS!!!!2 HR i goin die le 2.5 hr i sure die.....of boredom,dnt 1 hr free time =.=.On the bright side,1 more day and we're FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Anyway,today went BK with some ppl,junhui they all,i went home first,though.GOTTA.....STUDY.....A MATHS...........NEED....BRAINS....NEED...THINK!

Recent....uh....comments?(on a blog)

2008-10-08T06:39:00.000-07:00

Since i went to the class blog,i heard this about...uh....lets just say "Wrong Definition Of Singaporeans" thing,so,though i'm a little offended by her statements about singaporeans,i'm sure this isn't all true,foreigners have accents that make it hard for us to understand,but that doesn't mean that foreigners can go around saying that singaporeans are "useless" or "brainless",if we choose,we can also make a list of things others do that are bad.Having said all that,i have to clarify that i am NOT racist,i believe that everyone has thier talents,but even tom cruise will lose his position if he says something like that,one last thing,if people WERE jealous,they will do more than just THAT,get over it,it's life,if you can't,then you don't deserve to type anything about us,i hold nothing against these words,if you find it offensive,i can't do anything to make it sound better

Exams

2008-10-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

Wow,days are passing by REALLLY slowly for me,maybe that's because i'm sick,but i really can't stop thinking about the holidays that wait me after next friday,that's gonna be REAL good,i expect,but i hope the holidays won't be boring...that i don't get sick...

Testing...testing...123

2008-08-27T03:29:00.000-07:00

Boo,recreated blog,though i'm don't think i'm going to work on it alot,zzzzzz